December 31, 2008

Dec 31, 2008

This is not a New Years resolution.. I actually feel a little numb about the fact that it is New Years Eve. Im here just having a good day at home with my kids and tonight we will go to church....I'm grateful but mostly feel determined... I have goals that i will accomplish. My Motto( or Myisha's Grooove as I like to call it ) right now is is Fit and Fine in 2009... I'm sooooooo excited already and I have barely started on my WLS journey... maybe its because I have been on this weight jounery for most of my existence......


So let me catch you up..... I have made up my mind to get RNY and when I make up my mind its a wrap! I have Kaiser permanente of Southern California so I know that I have to do the 6 month Options classes through them. Before I even get to get in the classes I have to get a refferal from my PCP....did I mention we haven't met yet? i have my first appointment with her on january 13th and  I WILL BE ASKING FOR A REFFERRAL. I am going to be prayed up and go in to her office with confidence and I'm getting my refferal!!!! I wrote  a passionate letter to her, I also have my weight attempt history written and I have my records from the other insurance companies I was with during my pregancies. I have been with Kaiser for most of my life so they have most of my records but when I was married my insurance was through my husband's job so for my pregnancies i didnt have kaiser...just wantto fill in any gaps she might have. Honestly the way i figure it once she takes a look at me and I start talking from my heart and she see how much I weigh, she wont be able to deny me.  Shoot, my BMI is like 55!!!!I mean I know I'm pretty( hey if I dont believe it who will) but I am wayyyyyyy huge. 5'6 and over 340...that is not cute not matter how cute you may be...no what I mean....


I'm already really excited. Today i could resist going out and getting a great blender...I know I'm months a way but this way i figure I have time to perfect  my all my recipes. I dont want to wait and then i have the surgery only to find that the standard shake is nasty to me......well any way... that is were I'm at today........I will post more when i have more to say......Happy new Year

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