GOALS

Jan 01, 2009

Okay so I've got two goals that i want to accomplish on this upcoming weightloss journery... I have a lot more as i am sure I wil share down the road but here are two major ones for me.


#1- Look like my kids belong to me!
              Honestly my children are beautiful ( no I'm serious check the pics lol) and sometimes when people see us together they will look at them and say " the boys are so handsome" or look at my daughter and say, "she is sooo beautiful Myisha" then they look at me and then back at the kids to see if they can squeeze out any resemblence....now they try not to be obvious...but its obvious! My boys look a lot like there dad that's true no one is denying that. My daughter on the other hand really DOES look like me, or atleast the me that is underneath all this flesh and fat. Now as for her complextion...that is just God's work because her father is darker than I am so who knows how she came out with the lighter carmel skin...but her features are all mommy. When I compare pictures of me from when I was here age we look so much alike. Even my daughter thought the pictures were of her! So I digress......I just want to be as beautiful as my kids...you know look like we belong together because we do. They are a part of me and thus  are better versions of me but I'm still fly and I want people to be able to see that. Its not even all about there features its about the fact that they are all healthy and look in shape. They have atheletic builds and i want that for myself too.Maybe I am the only one who thinks like this but oh well.


#2- Be Smaller than my mom!!!!!!!
         I can't remember EVER being smaller than my mom.Now of course as a baby and toddler ...ages like that but from 6th grade and on i know I was bigger than her! Mind you we have very different body types. We both have no butt and no hips but my mom has VERY slender legs, and a regular chest. Even at her largest when she was an 18 she looked like a small 16 because her legs and hips were always slender....the woman has legs for days. i rememeber growing up wishing I had gotten my legs from my mom instead of my dad. I on the other hand  I have a very large chestand I got the  meaty thighs...you get the picture.....classic big girl who is top heavy... i embrace it and own it so its all good! Now and days my mom is about 12-14. She is also 5.8 which us two inches taller than me. I just want to be smaller than her...noo matter how you slice it I want to be smaller than my mom....were a smaller size.....look smaller....be smaller....I will get there.... I wil get there

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