Frustration

Feb 04, 2011

So, today has gone very good. The pain is significantly decreased, and I am feeling more energetic. But, I am starting to have to deal with the difficulty of living in a house with "No banders".

The no banders here are eating such good food! It makes me really want some. Right now, my house is filled with the smell of french fries and Bagel-fuls. I'm not really hungry, but the smells make me feel like I am. I ate a Jell-o to help, but when all I can smell is fries it's kind of like "wah-wah-wah".

Yesterday, they had pizza, and I ended up dreaming about it. In the dream, I kept putting pizza on my plate but it would disappear back to the box. I was so frustrated.

I don't really know how to ask them to not eat my favorite foods right now. It's not really my place to limit what they eat. It was my decision to have the Banding done, and they shouldn't be punished. But, it's extremely frustrating to have my favorite foods right in my face.

I'm hoping that venting here is going to help. I just have to stay focused on losing weight. The fries I miss out on now will not even be a thought when I am trying on smaller sizes. SIZE 10, SIZE 10, SIZE 10, SIZE 10. SIZE 10.....

Just gotta keep up the mantra.

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