PameW
Has it really been 16 months?
Aug 09, 2010
All I can say is OMG! 16 months of banded life already! What a journey this has been! The last month has been me getting reacquainted with myself or should I say, the "new" me! Last night I was looking at photos and cried. I can't believe I looked like that! My face was so swollen that you could hardly see my eyes! I pray that I never return to that place! I feel like I was always this thinner person trapped inside that obese body! Total body dysmorphia for me!I'm still so happy that I got that unfill. The heat has been unbearable in St. Louis and I don't think I could have handled being that tight. The doctor's office called and wanted me to come in for a fill and I told them no way! I don't believe I need one at this time. I'm enjoying trying a variety of new recipes & new foods!
So as I keep moving forward, I dedicate myself to continuing to log my food, exercise and water!
