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I am always friendly to almost everyone. even when i really want to choke them out. Because you never know why someone is being an ass (maybe they just lost someone close to them or are just having a really bad day-hey we ALL have them right?) so n e ways, I have gotten (and still do) get (or have gotten)so many hook ups just from being friendly. I get free starbucks,free entrances to  clubs, free drinks,free food etc..
Now dont get me wrong i wont let someone totally treat me like schiz but i will ask them if they are having a bad day before i tell them whats up. Its funny cuz the times i have asked them that it threw them off and almost immediatley their crappy attitude changed. The only time i have ZERO tolerance is when im driving LOL
i would also just like to add that its way easier to be nice to ppl than to be an ass. it takes less time and energy too. Plus you should just be nice to be nice weather you get stuff or not. I was just pointing out one of many benefits to treating ppl respectfully. As im sure you can tell i recently had a run in with someone who i have known for a few years now and her baseline behavior is a$$hole. I always try to be understanding with her but to be honest i cant stand that miserable jerk. that is all lol

dude! i had sooo much fun this weekend riding quads for the first time and partying with my cuzns. ok to be honest i was sober the WHOLE weekend but you CAN party sober i tell you lol. we rolled down (on our stomachs) HUGE sand dunes and i collected a million sand dollars (i even commited a 187 on a sand dollar-yeah...im gangsta like that sometimes). i havent had taht much fun in awhile. i want to do it again...NOW!!! lol. I met so many cool guys. Well hopefully i get to go again in a couple weeks with my family  (spinsterhood has its privileges lol) well ttyl!
oh AND i got to sit in one of those chairs taht have weight limits!! i know i made the weight limit (by 10 lbs!!) but i was still nervous. lol. yeah...it rocked!

guys are retarded. that is all....

my bro came to visit me this weekend...his time was crazier than mine. Although as any good sister would, i must keep this one to myself lol. But i will say Dave, the amount of extortion money i could get out of you is limitless! lol uh...jk...yeah...jk really though, i rarely get to see my bro so eventhough it was only one night we had a blast! 
I think my liver is gonna tell me to go F#$% myself though.  however i only partied on Friday, Saturday i didnt do a damn thing but go to lunch with some girlfriends and drink some sugar free starbucks. i even have been drinking water! yaaaay me! well i guess i should go do some damn work huh?

Those who know me, know that i am in process of a divorce. And let me tell you it is one of the most miserable things. Most of the time i am so happy that I got myself out of a miserable situation but every once in awhile i just wanna cry. I am NOT an emotional person so it takes a lot to get me there but  sometimes i really miss the good times we had. I was with my ex for 10 years so we kinda grew up together. Not only did I lose my husband but i lost a best friend. I know there are plenty more good times to be had and I have had lots of good times since but every once in awhile i let myself get down. but because 99.99% of the time i am a happy outgoing person i pick myself up and be a "big girl" about things lol. I cant wait til I have that same level of friendship and comfort with someone again. But unfortunately it takes years to be there. Oh well I aint got nothin but time anyways right? lol.I never noticed how many weird guys there are until I became single. really, there are some FREAKS! but at least weird ppl are interesting to talk to, well unless they cant take hints or know when to walk away. I always thought its women who are mostly psycho but oh no, guys are just as funked up as us women are. LOL. I love coming here to blog. I always feel better when i am done telling everyone my personal business taht im sure they could live a happy life without ever knowing LOL. oh well i think most ppl are as nosey as I am so enjoy!

ok, i know there could be so many smart ass answers to the heading but whatever. I get so damn annoyed when ppl monitor EVERYTHING little thing i do. like when someone asks "did you work out today?" and I just got done working multiple double shifts (16 hours a day) back-to-back. wtf? no jerk off i didnt and until i work an 8 hour day or have a day off i wont be working out but that doesnt mean you can look at me sideways when i tell you i havent worked out today. Or how about when you eat something that your surgeon probably wouldnt approve of like one day i had HALF a slice of chz pizza at a party and i got the third degree about it. Ok, yes I am human and i do slip up sometimes BUT on a daily basis i do good. I pretty much stay away from sugar (it has to have less than 12g) and i never hardly ever eat fastfood (I love to cook and i so rock at it too) I dont eat meat (only chicken and not daily) I drink those nasty protein shakes 3 times a week and i exercise so funk off all you self appointed diet nazis. I know all you post ops who read this know exactly what i am talking about. annoying isnt it? I lost 205 lbs in 9 months so obviously im doing something right. Plus I am 31 so I am definately NOT a kid. And I have parents already so i really dont need outside parties telling me what to do. ok i believe my ranting is done with and i will return to my previous activities of twiddeling my thumbs and wondering where i am going this weekend. LOL

i feel awesome!! i am waaaay healthy now. Thank God. holy crap i have no idea how i had let myself become a circus freak before. i hope i never ever go back there. I love the attention i get..well, i like that its positive and not looks of disgust or sympathy. I still find myself quickly looking away when a guy tries to get my attention. or how uncomfotable i get when someone gives me a compliment. I can wear size 14 jeans now!!! its weird cuz when i see them on the hanger im like "no f*in way are those mine!" then i put them on AND zip them up (without lying down lol) and i am shocked. or i put on a size large shirt and i have room. wtf?? is this really me? but most of all i am just happy to be free from diabetes and high blood pressure. a 30 year old shouldnt have the health records of a 100 year old you know? so one year out and i am all good. i forget that not everyone i know has seen me since surgery so i have run into a few ppl here and there and they are so shocked. but to me its old news already lol i love how i can walk for hours and not get tired or my legs dont hurt. I even have been laying out and been going swiming. i LOVE swimming and water sports (ok not the dirty kinds but yall know what i mean!) i just passed on most of them the last few years. but now i cant wait to hit up raging waters and the beach. skin cancer..here i come!! lol jk. alright well i hope to hear from you guys soon! muwahs

so last friday i went dancing for like 3 hours str8 and i am still paying for it! is it cuz im old (31) or cuz i need to work out more? or maybe both? lol. i could see the next day but the whole next week? really? guess i just nee dto go again. anyone have any ideas on where to go? i live up the hill so any local places would be better (since i drive a v8 and gas is like 4 bucks a gallon) ok hope someone responds. L8R muwahs all!
p.s those who know monica lopez, OMG! she is gorgeous! i work at the same place as her and we ran into eachother this morning. holy crap i hope to look that great soon.

i just wanna say hi to all my friends that i have been  neglecting. i have been going thru a seperation/divorce and busy at work. i swear i have not forgotten about you guys!! anyone who wants to hang out email me cuz im always down for some fun. ;p

so every night before work i go this gas station for juice and moca light rockstars right. well for some reason the guys who work there always hook me up with free stuff. its great! i rarely pay or if i do they give me their discount. that rocks. I know that not moraly acceptable but so are most the things i do lol seriously though those guys are so nice