5-31-10

May 31, 2010

Things are going well. I am pretty much eating solids now.Soft ones though.It is going well. I can actually say my weight loss picked up when I added  more things to my diet.I get most of my protein from food now and greek yogurt. It is wonderful to eat again and to be able to grab a bite out sometimes with my family. I still think that the liquid diet has been the hardest part of the whole thing and one of the hardest things I have ever done! If you are reading this and on a liquid diet HANG IN THERE !!!! it is tough but worth it to be able to move on up to pureeds and solids and to have control over what you eat. I think because I always expect the worst (worry wort) that I feel almost surreal about the whole situation and expect it to stop or not work at anytime . I think that may be easing a little as I am starting to see little changes and notice little things are changing.I can feel a little difference in my clothes now and I can see a little difference in my body and I do not worry about if I am going to get full when I eat now.I used to always worry if what ever I ate or ordered would fill me up....no worries now. I look forward to continuing to see changes and move on to smaller clothes and maybe I will relax and enjoy the whole process !!!! I would like to actually enjoy my progress.LOL  I have lost weight before and gained it plus some back and I guess I am just too scarred by that  be too hopeful right now.I am just taking it day by day and working on a better me.:)

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