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Well, Im 5 months out, and 120 pounds down, actually have been for some days now. Just a lil late in writting this. I think Im really starting to see the difference. Ive officially dropped 10 sizes too. Its been kinda crazy too, Ive walked past mirrors or seen my reflection in a window or something, and kinda jumped. My mind just still hasnt processed everything yet I guess. Im smaller than I was when I graduated highschool, in fact, I know I havent been this small since at least my sophmore year of highschool. Still getting use to it all though. My friends that havent seen me in a while are still falling out laughing every time they see me cause they cant believe its me, but they are really supportive and happy for the change. But alot of females from my past are hitting me up sayin that I look really really good, but they miss their "TEDDY BEAR" AKA: The big "ME" I dont get it, whats that all about? Ive been going through alot of changes with this new look, and this move, its definitely taking some getting use to. Its crazy not to be the Fat friend, or be referred to as "BIG TIM". Thank God though, I never really liked being called "BIG TIM" anyway,lol........I finally got my hair twisted too, I noticed that a few of you have dreds etc..... how do I take care of these things??????Anyways, here is a before and a new after pic. Can you see the difference?

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What's up Fam, as most of you know I moved out to LA a few weeks ago, so far things are going pretty good, things are already picking up and working in my favor.... But the real news is.......... I hit my CENTURY mark last night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Right at 100lbs lost.... and im a week or so past being 4 months out.... When I got on that scale and saw that number, I got happier than a sissy with a bag of dicks,lol..........Nobody around me would really understand that kind of milestone , but im sure you guys would. Im just praying that it keeps on coming off.... Im sure that the best is yet to come....





Holl@cha Boi,


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Oh yea, and I added a couple new pix....I promised myself that after I lost my 1st 100lbs I was gonna get my 1st tattoo.....Not the question is.....what am I gonna get and where........

So as most of you know, i was in ATL doing the play. Well I already explained to most of you how crazy the last week was. But dig this........The new drummer that I got after I fired ole girl had a meeting with the producer of the play, and was given a totally different understanding of the payment arrangements. He called me sunday and pulled my coat tail about it, so me and the other band members set up a meeting with him. How about this...... We had already gone through a whole gang of changes when it came to the business side of things, and we thought we had a clear understanding of what was gong on. We get paid on salary, and we all know the gift and curse of salary, but it was cool. How about this...... This FOOL has it made up in his head that 5 performances constitutes a work week. Seeing that the performance dates are very spaced out, I wouldnt have done 5 performances until JUNE 22ND!!!!!! We are barely into MAY!!!! I was fighting mad, so I asked him. Are you really expecting for us to give you almost 3 months of our time with no perdeim to get a weeks pay!?!?!?!? And I had to play a card that I hate to play, but I asked him like "N%$#a do you know who I am????" Do you know who else you have in your band? And you wanna ask us to chill for almost 3 months to get ONE WEEKS PAY!!!!!! He had to run off, cause I was bout to whoop some @$$ and end up in somebodys jail. So after I calmed down I tried to put together a solution to the situation. And the sponsors were not happy with him not having a band for the play, but things just wasnt adding up, so I quit. So this dude got me and the guitar player on the first flight out at 6:30, and we found this out at about 12am. Then he doesnt provide us with a way to the airport, and when asked about it, he says "Catch a cab!" If it was possible to jump through a phone, he would have been half dead!!!! So guess what yall???? I MOVED to LA on Monday!!!! I just came out on faith, and im gonna just play it by ear. I have nothing to loose at this point. Seeing that I blocked off the next 6 months expecting to be on the road, I have nothing to do, and nothing to loose. So instead of August, I made a quick decision to just go for it. But yall keep me in your prayers, Im tryin make this happen the best way I can. Especially seeing that I have a crib Im still paying on in Houston,lol..... So im on a quick hustle out here in LA, but the good news is...... its lookin like Im gonna still be able to make it to ATL for the M&G ;-)

Well, as some of you know, Im going on tour with this play in a week or so. Im actually out here in ATL rehearsing for it now. This past week has been crazy. The lady that hired me for this thing was lying about all the perks and stuff that was involved, and tat all came to the light after our 1st day or so of rehearsal. None the less, this lady is also the drummer for the play, and Im the musical director. Well to make a long story short, on top of all the BS that she sold us to even get us to fly out here for the tour, she chose to play drums herself, and she SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I mean can barely even keep a beat. Its horrible, so today I had to get rid of her. It kinda makes me feel bad, cause shes the one that got me the job, but because the drums are the heartbeat of the band, if they are weak, the band is weak. So we had to do what we had to do, part of me is like, that serves her right,lol. But I guess it is what it is..... And on another note, Why is my scale saying that Ive gained 6 pounds since saturday!?!?!? WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH THAT!?!?!?!?!? And lastly tell me why I just got a new schedule of the tour and NOW they have a date that has us in Charlotte NC, on the 27th and 28th of JUNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM DEVISTATED!!!! But Im going to find somebody to fill in for me on those two dates, I really wanna be in ATL for the M&G. So imma find a way to make this happen. Ill keep yall posted on it though.

I made 80 pounds lost yesterday!!!! I was pretty excited about that. I also just got to Atlanta today to start rehearsing for the play that Im going to be apart of. Ill be here for about a week or so. Flying was actually pretty cool today. I didnt need any extra seatbelt room, the lady next to me was able to sit comfortably in her seat wthout me taking up some of her seat. It was pretty cool, if I must say so myself. Hopefully Ill hit this century mark in the next couple weeks or so. That would definitely make my YEAR!!!!!!!! Stay tuned folks!

Hey guys, as most of you know from my posts..... I really cant see too much of a difference in my weight loss...... Well I took pics today before church, and compared them to some old ones from June..... and Wow..... I guess I can see a lil bit of a change. What you think????

BEFORE
Helping My Uncle Move

AFTER
75 POUNDS GONE 4EVER!!!!!!! 2.5 Months Post Opp



MOMS 30 POUNDS DOWN
Im sure thats her last time wearing this fit,lol

Well.......Im officially down 70 pounds, still not seeing much of a difference, but I been hittin the gym every day. Mainly out of boredom since Im still here in Milwaukee doing a WHOLE BUNCH OF NOTHIN! Anyhoo, Im just rambling right now, and watching Coming To America, OMG.......Lisa Mcdowell is TOO FINE!!!! See I gotta shed these pounds so I can get me one of thems :-)

Hey guys, as most of you know.... I couldnt tell that Ive lost ANYTHING...... But looking at some pics from a couple days post opp, and comparing it to a newer one, I finally found two pics that I can see the change in......

Check it out......

BEFORE


AFTER

Well........Its been two months since Jan 17th yall...... So far the last two months have been interesting to say the least. I'll loose some, and gain some, and I cant even tell you how many times i wanted to pull out my gun and shoot my scale,lol..... But Its been two months and Im 56 pounds out. Didnt loose a whole whole lot this past month, but Ive been doing everything by the book other than my cheetos thing...... I still cant really tell that Ive lost anything yet, but I guess in due time it will show. As most of you know, moms had surgery on the 11th, and I came home to Milwaukee to be with her through that. Shes doing really good. She recovered even faster than me. I know that as of a few days ago, she was already 10lbs down. So Im wonderin what she is as of today, shes a week post opp as of today. Anyhoo, nothings new with me, just gettin stuff ready for this play. They pushed the dates back a month because they were having problems with Ginuwine. They were paying him 25 G's per week, and he wanted 35. So they replaced him with Bobby Valentino, so now we are having to make some changes. So Ill be in ATL this week checkin that out. So its looking like we are kicking off in Alabama as of now. Other than that, I been just doin me, and workin out EVERY DAY in the gym. Still not seeing the difference but Im sure its coming,lol......

I know I havent been online much, but its all with good reason. I guess if you play with fire, ya get burnned....... I already heard all the warnings etc from various people, so I take the blame. However, seeing that Im one of the YOUNGEST people on the BAF board. I'd expect a lil more from some of yall,but its all good........ Im not gonna go into detail, however, i will say. Im not a messy person, all that I do is in good fun. But 4real 4real, some of yall (mainly women, since yall out number the guys by far) act ya shoe size and not ya age, and YOU (really speaking to ONE person in particular) know who the hell you are! Its all good though...... I GOT YOU.........

The gospel acording to RAWBIZ clearly states: THOU SHALL NOT STAND FOR BI#%! @$$ NESS. And she that bringith BI#%! @$$ NESS into thine life will be spewed out of thine mouth! lol......

SO RUN AND FORWARD THAT!!!!

God Bless :-)

Well.......after I got over that lil 40 pound hump, I lost 11 pounds in a week!!!! Not bad huh? Well, after my 11 pound loss. I have a confession to make :-( I bought a 9 ounce bag of flaming hot cheetos yesterday, and finished the bag in a lil less than 24 hours. Now that the bag is DONE, I had the nerve to look at the nutrition facts, and wanted to just slap myself. 1st off, the bag is 9 SERVINGS!!!! and 170 calories per 21 pieces!?!?!?!? I had 9 servings of it. I feel horrible about doing it, but they were Soooooo Good. I guess I cant trip, I havent eaten anything bad since Ive had surgery, not that Im going to make a habit of it, but its just pretty wack that I did it. I dont put more than 1000 callories in my body per day. So to actually put over 1000 of one food in my stomach just got me trippin. Its all good though, I guess Ill get over it. Ive been hitting the gym every day too, but the one working tredmill in my apartment complex stopped working while I was on it, and cut my workout short :-/ I guess, Ill find a way around that. I really cant tell that Ive lost any weight. I wonder when that will start to show. People around me can kinda see it, but not me. I guess, Ill post a couple pics, tell me if you can tell. Anyhoo, just rambling about some stuff, cause Im bored,lol....See ya!