Depressed....I think

Dec 29, 2009

I am 11 days post op and to be honest, I think I might be depressed. Is it the time of year? Is it that I am bored out of my mind and about to pull my hair out from boredom. Is it that I think this surgery is not working and I might have made a mistake or am I just depressed? I have to admit this is not the reaction I expected to have. I have had NO desire to post, e-mail or even talk on the phone. I don't know what is wrong with me. I am starving! I was not hungry the first few days but the last week has been hell. I am starving. I have nibbled on my daughters/husbands food and seen/felt any change at all. Have I done the wrong thing? Have I made a mistake? Should I have done the full blown gastric bypass. Is this normal? I am at a complete loss. I go to the Dr. on Thursday but only for a two week check and work release. I do not get a fill for another 4 weeks and I am not sure how to feel about this whole thing. I admit I am surprised by this myself. I think I need counseling! To all of my friends on OH I promise to e-mail you personally in the next day or so. I hope that all of you are doing well. Happy New Year to each of you! 

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Copeville, TX
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12/18/2009
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