speechless

Apr 25, 2011

I have been very quite lately.  I am trying to understand my body as it is now.  I change daily.  One day I can eat and be fine. Next day, I am puking my life force out and I am back in the hospital.

This has been the craziest pregnancy.  Finally hit second trimester.  SO hopefully, we will stop this morning sickness and I can feel like me again. 

On a positive note, in two weeks We get to find out the sex of our child.   I am still trying to get used to this surgery and now the fact that I am pregnant, honestly has not sunk in.  I am waiting for the fun stuff.  My first was so easy and no issues at all.  Add this GB surgery to it..... wow, I have mixed thoughts.

SO, I am trying to focus on the positive and spending quality time with my son before this child is here.  My boy is clingy and I love that.  I don't want it to change at all. 

I keep losing weight as well.  Doctors is concerned and I am as well.  I am happy to see the lose and I wonder what and I doing to baby. 

well, off to sleep.  Ryder is at school and I steal all sleep hours I can.

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