Ryder08

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Hard to believe it's been one year.

Hunter is Here. - Had Hunter Oct 4th, 2011.  He was 6lb 3oz 18 1/2in.  I went in for an NST on the 3rd and Hunter fail his kick tests.  So they admitted me for observation.  And they decided to...

Had babe - Had Hunter Oct 4th, 2011.  He was 6lb 3oz 18 1/2in.  I went in for an NST on the 3rd and Hunter fail his kick tests.  So they admitted me for observation.  And they decided to ...

Almost ready - Got my c-section scheduled.  I am so happy. Oct 12, 2012.  It's also my mothers birthday.  What a cool birthday present for her.  She is so excited. Pregnancy is going well. ...

pregnancy going well - Haven't updated in a while.  Been focused on this baby. I sure don't feel like I fail.  I still lost 30lbs being pregnant.  I have less than 8 weeks until my son is here.  My 3 ...

speechless - I have been very quite lately.  I am trying to understand my body as it is now.  I change daily.  One day I can eat and be fine. Next day, I am puking my life force out and I am ba...

Well Well Well - Ok, first let me say OH CRAP. I went to the doctor for this nasty cold/flu thing because I am very dehydrated.   They said I have a sever chest cold and I need a chest xray.  So...

Flu - PCM says it's the flu.   AHHH, I am sooo sick.  This cough drives me crazy.  Nothing is working.  He told me to take Claritin D.  I am dried up in the nose.  It's in my lung.  ...

been sick - I don't know what my deal is.  Seriously.  Labs are fine.  I am just so bloody tired and really can't eat much for the last week.  On a liquid diet again.  AGAIN.  Have I t...

Surrender to the Goal - NSV moments are coming closer and closer by the day.  Just yesterday alone, I had 5.  My self confidence is booming.  I actaully feel alive again.  I haven't blogged much because...

Officially Obese - As of this morning I am 230 and Officially Obese. I am still shopping my closet.  not much left but still haven't spent money on clothing. I can play with my son on the floor a...

moving forward with eyes wide open - Been awhile since I posted. Life is going quickly. I can't believe it's the end of the year already. I have been focused on living life. I took an internet break. I got o...

Labs are back - Surgeon's office says I am doing alright.  The feelings I am having are completely normal and they suggest that I not focus on them.  OK, easier said than done. Labs came back f...

Shopping in my closet - Shopping in my closet is rather fun.  I have piles of clothing everywhere.  One for the shelter, one for goodwill, one for yardsale, one for swap and one for scrap (I make rags out...

Update - Wow.  (a bit over)One month gone.  It's been a crazy cool ride.  A few issues but I am working through them as best as I possibly can.  I am still not permitted to work out, which ...

Stricture - like I said last post, I got really sick. I couldn't eat or drink.  I got so weak, I passed out in the kitchen. DH called surgeon's emergency line and doc said to report to his ...

Sick is never fun - I got sick last night out off pureed baked ham.  I throw up so violently that I had dry heaves.  It was nasty. Today, I got up about a hour later than normal.  Mainly b/c I wanted...

Surprise, surprise - I haven't really told many ppl that I had surgery due to the at first negative comments I received just inquiring about the surgery. Well, last night, we learned that a really ...

My light has gone out. - I did my research before signing the papers. I did look at all angles. BUT how, how did I miss some of this. My light has faded and I am sinking back into this ugly depression....

some feeling may never go away - Went to see my family for the weekend. So insensitive they are. Love them but man, oh man. I am not so pleased with them. I am learning patience with this surgery as well a...

Holiday Fun - Didn't realize so many days have passed since I last blogged. WOW. Well, life is getting better by the day. I am one of those who want to fast forward things and Jump to the ...

Day by Day I can see a rainbow forming - With great effort, we are beginning to get back to our daily grind.  I am adapting to the full liquid diet.... ugh, I do crave some cream mashy stuff soon. I walked Walgreens yest...

First day of full liquid diet - 1 1/2 oz of baby oatmeal has never tasted so good. Gonna be a good week I can tell. Finally slept 6hrs before my bladder screamed at me.  And no sandpaper tongue.

Doctor appt today - I sure hope to get this darn drain out.  I do think it's most of my issues.  OH, don't get me wrong I am still depressed.  I think they call this "buyer's remorse".  I will get ove...