Ms S.
September 10. 2010
Sep 10, 2010
Holding steady at 143-146 depending on whether it's that time of the month. Got super sick at one point and went down to 135 and felt 'frail'... I don't think I look good that small - prolly cuz I've been so big so long. It's funny cuz I look at old pics of myself and still see myself at that person realizing that my body has changed but I really am still her.I still feel funny going shopping - I have 2 pair of jeans that are size 8 petite, a couple of medium tops and Tshirts. Everything is baggy on me but I can't wrap my mind around wearing a size 6 petite or small yet. I see the clothes I always said I would buy and can't bring myself to buy them. My mom and ex husband have bought me small clothes and when I see them, my first thought is "I can't fit that". Then when I put them on, I'm stunned! Got some shorts to go swimming in and thought they were a medium and when I saw they were a small, wanted to take them back. My daughter tallked me in to putting them on and lo & behold, they fit, with a little room!
I think if I had all this extra flesh removed I'd be in a size 4 (or less) but that's not gonna happen for awhile seeing as how I'm now unemployed and living off my student loans and have no insurance. My health is okay but could be better. I take my
vit's, eat my protein but STILL don't exercise a lick unless you count the walking I do on campus.
I'll have to update my pics cuz I'm smaller now than I am in the most recent pics I posted. Those pics were at the beginning of last summer but I'm smaller than I was then. I'll do that sooner or later...Okay, sooner than later...
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About Me
24.7
BMI
Surgery
03/13/2008
Surgery Date
Jul 07, 2002
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