SkinnyDreamz
7.15.08
Photos....
I found some more old photos and added them today, but on my main page you can't see all the pretty new photos I just added a couple days ago! LOL So, click view other photos and you'll see the nicer ones =) I wish you could move them around like you can on MySpace!
7.06.08
Quick Note....
207 Today! 8 Pounds from Onderland! Down 93lbs! Yay!
And I thought I did some damage at the 4th of July Cookout! LOL
I found a way to get my protein... I bought the huge bucket container (2.47lbs.) of Muscle Milk in Strawberries & Creme... and I love it! You can add anything to it, (strawberries, bananas, yogurt) but short and simple, put 2 scoops of the powder in 12oz. of 1% Milk and you get 44 grams of protein. I usually finish this in 3 separate sittings. I paid $28 for it at Vitamin World and it has 16 servings at that level. You can stretch it out (double the servings) for the month and cut the amount in half daily to. (1 Scoop/6oz. milk - 22 grams of protein) **Hugs**
207 Today! 8 Pounds from Onderland! Down 93lbs! Yay!
And I thought I did some damage at the 4th of July Cookout! LOL
I found a way to get my protein... I bought the huge bucket container (2.47lbs.) of Muscle Milk in Strawberries & Creme... and I love it! You can add anything to it, (strawberries, bananas, yogurt) but short and simple, put 2 scoops of the powder in 12oz. of 1% Milk and you get 44 grams of protein. I usually finish this in 3 separate sittings. I paid $28 for it at Vitamin World and it has 16 servings at that level. You can stretch it out (double the servings) for the month and cut the amount in half daily to. (1 Scoop/6oz. milk - 22 grams of protein) **Hugs**
6.30.08
Measurements!!
Before my surgery I took some measurements... then I lost the notebook I wrote them in!! It wasn't funny, I was actually very aggravated. However, I have since found it, and have taken my measurements again. I would like to share... just how accomplished this can make you feel.
Waist, - 7"
Hips, - 8"
Chest, - 8"
Thighs, - 5"
Calves, - 3"
Arms, - 3"
I measured the silliest things, but even my feet and ankles are a half inch smaller. So I can buy sneakers in a half size smaller now. I also took a measurement at the largest point of my belly and I've lost 11" there.
I'm getting teased because I always had a big head, and couldn't wear hats. There's this cute black hat that fits me now, a baseball cap, and a cowboy hat that is to big! So either I lost some brain cells... or your head can be fat to!! LOL
I am so happy I made the decision to have WLS! It is a little over 5 months and I have lost 90lbs. I am so close to Onederland!! I do not regret it one tiny bit.! I have a new lease on life, and regardless of the numbers on the scale, I consider this surgery a huge success already!!
Thank You EVERYONE for your Love, Support & Encouragement!!
**Hugs**
Before my surgery I took some measurements... then I lost the notebook I wrote them in!! It wasn't funny, I was actually very aggravated. However, I have since found it, and have taken my measurements again. I would like to share... just how accomplished this can make you feel.
Waist, - 7"
Hips, - 8"
Chest, - 8"
Thighs, - 5"
Calves, - 3"
Arms, - 3"
I measured the silliest things, but even my feet and ankles are a half inch smaller. So I can buy sneakers in a half size smaller now. I also took a measurement at the largest point of my belly and I've lost 11" there.
I'm getting teased because I always had a big head, and couldn't wear hats. There's this cute black hat that fits me now, a baseball cap, and a cowboy hat that is to big! So either I lost some brain cells... or your head can be fat to!! LOL
I am so happy I made the decision to have WLS! It is a little over 5 months and I have lost 90lbs. I am so close to Onederland!! I do not regret it one tiny bit.! I have a new lease on life, and regardless of the numbers on the scale, I consider this surgery a huge success already!!
Thank You EVERYONE for your Love, Support & Encouragement!!
**Hugs**
6.25.08
5 Months!
So, yesterday sneaked right up on me!! Yesterday was my 5 Month Anniversary. I've been so busy... with work, summer activities, meeting new people, & doing new things!
To date, in 5 months, I've lost 88 lbs. since surgery and I've gone from a size 28 to an 18. I feel fantastic, I'm starting to enjoy shopping... even though I shouldn't be buying so many clothes!! (Won't be in them long, hopefully!!)
I was discouraged for a little bit, because I thought I had reached my first plateau. However, when I went to the doctor a couple weeks ago, they told me my progress was ahead of where they expected me to be. They were concerned about my diet, apparently I'm not eating enough. I'm not getting enough protein and that's a constant issue for me but more than that I wasn't eating enough calories a day. I'm supposed to be on a 1200-1400 calorie a day diet, and get in 80 grams of protein. I'm working on things since that doctors visit, and the numbers on the scale are moving again. The doctor's goal weight for me is 196 lbs... I'm 16 lbs from that!!! Amazing, Awesome, Exciting!! I of course will not stop there. I will be happy under 180. I will continue to work hard, and do my best. Regardless of the number... in my eyes the surgery has already been a success! A fantastic blessing, and huge improvement in my life
Most days I look at myself in the mirror and think "Who is that girl?" I notice a difference in the way others treat me. People that don't know me well or not at all treat me different now. I felt judged and criticized a lot when I was bigger. I've never been flirted with or hit on before, and its so flattering now but yet, very weird, awkward and tough to get used to. I'm definitely having a struggle adjusting mentally & physically. I expected this, but didn't anticipate the feelings I am currently having.
The support of my family & friends is fantastic. I feel loved & encouraged. I'm very fortunate & appreciative. Thank you everyone for being a part of my journey.
I know I didn't write in forever, I hope I caught everyone up, if anyone wants to know more drop me a line!! **Hugs**
So, yesterday sneaked right up on me!! Yesterday was my 5 Month Anniversary. I've been so busy... with work, summer activities, meeting new people, & doing new things!
To date, in 5 months, I've lost 88 lbs. since surgery and I've gone from a size 28 to an 18. I feel fantastic, I'm starting to enjoy shopping... even though I shouldn't be buying so many clothes!! (Won't be in them long, hopefully!!)
I was discouraged for a little bit, because I thought I had reached my first plateau. However, when I went to the doctor a couple weeks ago, they told me my progress was ahead of where they expected me to be. They were concerned about my diet, apparently I'm not eating enough. I'm not getting enough protein and that's a constant issue for me but more than that I wasn't eating enough calories a day. I'm supposed to be on a 1200-1400 calorie a day diet, and get in 80 grams of protein. I'm working on things since that doctors visit, and the numbers on the scale are moving again. The doctor's goal weight for me is 196 lbs... I'm 16 lbs from that!!! Amazing, Awesome, Exciting!! I of course will not stop there. I will be happy under 180. I will continue to work hard, and do my best. Regardless of the number... in my eyes the surgery has already been a success! A fantastic blessing, and huge improvement in my life
Most days I look at myself in the mirror and think "Who is that girl?" I notice a difference in the way others treat me. People that don't know me well or not at all treat me different now. I felt judged and criticized a lot when I was bigger. I've never been flirted with or hit on before, and its so flattering now but yet, very weird, awkward and tough to get used to. I'm definitely having a struggle adjusting mentally & physically. I expected this, but didn't anticipate the feelings I am currently having.
The support of my family & friends is fantastic. I feel loved & encouraged. I'm very fortunate & appreciative. Thank you everyone for being a part of my journey.
I know I didn't write in forever, I hope I caught everyone up, if anyone wants to know more drop me a line!! **Hugs**
6.18.08
I've got so much I want to talk about, but not enough time to do it!! So, for now, some more pics have been added!! I'll blog as soon as I can!! **Hugs**
5.20.08
4 Months !
The slow down begins! Oh... it's ok, I suppose I'm doing good... I've lost 78 pounds over all! =] I've lost 14lbs in the last month. I'm almost in a size 18, I refuse to wear clothes just because they fit, they need to look good on too! LOL The numbers on the scale are going up and down lately, making me a little nervous, but I'm going to the gym and eating the best I can. A bad habit is, if I don't eat, I lose more weight, but that's not healthy. In fact I know I'm not getting anywhere near enough protien so that's getting pushed to the top of my list as a priority.
The greatest, most awesome feeling for me right now, is a hug.... feeling arms wrapped around me not only makes me feel little but loved of course!! I still feel like the same person I've always been, especially when I'm by myself. When I'm with other people, I feel like a different person, like I'm a shell. It's a little weird, I don't know how to explain it. It's neither good or bad, just weird. Sometimes I think people don't notice the ... extent of the difference. It's understandable because even I don't notice sometimes. My husband used the word tiny when holding me the other day... I said "where?" LOL ... lets not get carried away just yet!! =] I guess the point I'm trying to make is my head is going through some adjusting right now. I've been doing a lot of thinking and I'm not sure how to wrap my head around some things.
More & More, I'm having a hard time finding the words to express my feelings!! LOL Until Next Time.... **Hugs**
The slow down begins! Oh... it's ok, I suppose I'm doing good... I've lost 78 pounds over all! =] I've lost 14lbs in the last month. I'm almost in a size 18, I refuse to wear clothes just because they fit, they need to look good on too! LOL The numbers on the scale are going up and down lately, making me a little nervous, but I'm going to the gym and eating the best I can. A bad habit is, if I don't eat, I lose more weight, but that's not healthy. In fact I know I'm not getting anywhere near enough protien so that's getting pushed to the top of my list as a priority.
The greatest, most awesome feeling for me right now, is a hug.... feeling arms wrapped around me not only makes me feel little but loved of course!! I still feel like the same person I've always been, especially when I'm by myself. When I'm with other people, I feel like a different person, like I'm a shell. It's a little weird, I don't know how to explain it. It's neither good or bad, just weird. Sometimes I think people don't notice the ... extent of the difference. It's understandable because even I don't notice sometimes. My husband used the word tiny when holding me the other day... I said "where?" LOL ... lets not get carried away just yet!! =] I guess the point I'm trying to make is my head is going through some adjusting right now. I've been doing a lot of thinking and I'm not sure how to wrap my head around some things.
More & More, I'm having a hard time finding the words to express my feelings!! LOL Until Next Time.... **Hugs**
5.13.08
May 13, 2008
15 Weeks
I'm Shrinking, I'm Shrinking! =)
I know, I know I missed a week... well it was a bad week with with only 1 lb. of weight loss to report. I predicted a slow down, didn't know it would be right then!! LOL But Now..... I'm at a total loss of 75 lbs. Yippee!! Slow & Steady wins the race. I've had a lot of stress in my personal life and my work schedule has been affecting my gym routine, but I'm trying my hardest not to fall off track.
Question/Advice Please! - I get sick early in the morning. If I get up for work between 7am and 10am... I automatically get sick. I get very weak, lightheaded, and food doesn't necessarily help. But when I wake up after 11am I have absolutely no problems. What is going on?
I had a very nice weekend seeing my family and wearing an outfit in the smallest size I own. I actually felt thin...ner for a change. I wish I looked like that in everything I wear. We all know how expensive clothes are though!! I went to Kohl's and bought shorts, because if god forbid I need them, I wouldn't have any!! They fit perfect now, I'm not taking the tags off until I absolutely need to wear them, and if they don't fit when that day comes, fantastic, I'll take them back and get a smaller size!! I'm not a huge fan of Kohl's but there sizes are ... flattering lol. I'm comfortably wearing a size 20. Some 18/20 tops fit, some 1x, some 2x still. I bought a pair of stretch twill pants for work in a size 18.... they fit!! I Love it!!
I CANNOT wait to get to Onderland... 26 lbs. to go!! I have a feeling it will be a really rough 2 months, might even take me longer. Losing 26 lbs. will put me at 199, my goal... by August 1st. I will be content if I've done it by September though, that's when my Birthday is, and I'm goin Shoppin!!
Food for thought - Tried Hotdogs... the skin, did not agree with my stomach AT ALL. Had BBQ Ribs, 4 bones... lick your fingers good!!! Except for those who know me, I don't use my fingers I use a fork & knife!! LOL Oh I missed them so much! Corner of a Cheeseburger, not bad, but not as good as I remember. Macaroni Salad... still love it! The Grill & Summer foods... not as much to worry about as I thought! Good News for me!!
Next week is 4 Months since surgery, I hate taking pictures of myself, so I'm not sure if I will, especially since I don't see a difference from the last ones posted! LOL But I'll try. Until Next Time... **Hugs**
I'm Shrinking, I'm Shrinking! =)
I know, I know I missed a week... well it was a bad week with with only 1 lb. of weight loss to report. I predicted a slow down, didn't know it would be right then!! LOL But Now..... I'm at a total loss of 75 lbs. Yippee!! Slow & Steady wins the race. I've had a lot of stress in my personal life and my work schedule has been affecting my gym routine, but I'm trying my hardest not to fall off track.
Question/Advice Please! - I get sick early in the morning. If I get up for work between 7am and 10am... I automatically get sick. I get very weak, lightheaded, and food doesn't necessarily help. But when I wake up after 11am I have absolutely no problems. What is going on?
I had a very nice weekend seeing my family and wearing an outfit in the smallest size I own. I actually felt thin...ner for a change. I wish I looked like that in everything I wear. We all know how expensive clothes are though!! I went to Kohl's and bought shorts, because if god forbid I need them, I wouldn't have any!! They fit perfect now, I'm not taking the tags off until I absolutely need to wear them, and if they don't fit when that day comes, fantastic, I'll take them back and get a smaller size!! I'm not a huge fan of Kohl's but there sizes are ... flattering lol. I'm comfortably wearing a size 20. Some 18/20 tops fit, some 1x, some 2x still. I bought a pair of stretch twill pants for work in a size 18.... they fit!! I Love it!!
I CANNOT wait to get to Onderland... 26 lbs. to go!! I have a feeling it will be a really rough 2 months, might even take me longer. Losing 26 lbs. will put me at 199, my goal... by August 1st. I will be content if I've done it by September though, that's when my Birthday is, and I'm goin Shoppin!!
Food for thought - Tried Hotdogs... the skin, did not agree with my stomach AT ALL. Had BBQ Ribs, 4 bones... lick your fingers good!!! Except for those who know me, I don't use my fingers I use a fork & knife!! LOL Oh I missed them so much! Corner of a Cheeseburger, not bad, but not as good as I remember. Macaroni Salad... still love it! The Grill & Summer foods... not as much to worry about as I thought! Good News for me!!
Next week is 4 Months since surgery, I hate taking pictures of myself, so I'm not sure if I will, especially since I don't see a difference from the last ones posted! LOL But I'll try. Until Next Time... **Hugs**
4.29.08
13 Weeks!
I'm down 70 pounds!!! Woohoo!! I hope this steady pace lasts a little bit longer, I'm not ready to lose momentum now! **Hugs**
4.22.08
3 Months!!
I've lost 64 Pounds!! Things are going great, I'm feeling good! I wish things were toning up better, but I'm trying and doing the best I can. The reactions I get from people I haven't seen in 3 months are... priceless. They make me feel so good! I have not been at this current weight in over 8 years. It is just amazing. Some days I still feel FAT... but I'm sure everyone has those days. Until Next Time.... **Hugs**
About Me
Blasdell, NY
Location
25.8
BMI
Surgery
01/29/2008
Surgery Date
Oct 17, 2007
Member Since
