And So It Begins...

May 12, 2010

I've made the decion and have begun the preparation toward my RNY surgery. I am really nervous but its an excited nervous. I find myself dreaming of not only a smaller me but a more active me; almost a younger me but a future younger me if that makes any sense. I am really ready to move on and shed this weight for good and be the skinny chic thats trapped inside this fat chic's body.

My first appointment with my surgeon was 2/1/2010. I've been to the required nutrition classes, weight management classes, and psych eval and I'm waiting for my ins to approve...fingers crossed on that one. For all intents and purposes I'm an overweight healthy chic. I hate when people say that because it shouldn't make sense but its true. I have no pain in joints, no sleep apnea, no diabetes, blood pressure is normal, hormones are normal, I'm just a big fat diva. I'm 5'4 and pushing 315+. My lowest weight I can remember was 180 and I remember freaking out when I turned 18 and the scale said 212! What a mess I was! Now if I can only get back there...

So the pressure is on. I'm hoping and praying for the best and for speedy recovery because I have so many plans that I can't wait for! See ya'll on the other side! 

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