Frustration

Dec 12, 2009

I just realized that I'm not losing weight anymore I'm actually gaining. This has been a frustrating journey where I will gain and lose the same pounds over and over. It seems like I have such a long way to go yet. I was hoping that I would not have the skin issues that plague so many but my arms and breasts are really bad. I feel like even if I make my goal weight I will still not look good. When will I ever be happy with myself I wonder. I've lost a great deal of hair as well and that was my best feature. I am grateful for the surgery because so many will never have this chance but sometimes I wonder why I didn't try harder to lose weight without surgery. My doctor told me that I will have to exercise if I want to lose weight now. Realistically I know that I will never do that. If I had the time or energy to exercise I would not have needed surgery in the first place.

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