Feeling like crap...but its okay

Sep 11, 2010

Yep...I have a cold. It sucks.

I was just diagnosed with sleep apnea as well.  Over the last year or so I have had a hard time staying awake. Its a long story, but the end result is I need a CPAP. Working on that, but in the mean time I have to keep on keeping on.

I am really tyring to get control of this weight regain. I have been up as high as 282. It sickens me and makes me feel like a huge failure. The doctor did tell me that some...only some...of the extra weight is related to the sleep apnea. At least I know its not all my fault.

Not much to say otherwise, I just wanted to be clear that I am still around...still trying to get healthy. I am graduating this coming May and planning on grad school. I really want a good job  so I can get healthcare because I am considering revision to the RNY.

I am outta here to go to sleep. NyQuil is calling

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