SunnyinSD
3 Week Post-Op & Surgery Story
Aug 30, 2011
Approved!!!!!
Jun 23, 2011
So the plan now is to start the 2 week pre-op diet on July 25th, attend a mandatory all day pre-surgery class on July 27th and I'm scheduled for surgery on August 8th. I could have scheduled surgery for earlier - mid July - but I have a business trip at the end of July. So during my 2 week diet I will also be on a business trip that historically is one big booze/beer and food fest. Yeah... that's going to SUCK. But it will be worth it and I'm DETERMINED not to cheat.
Wish me luck!!!
Insurance Denial - WTF????!!!
Mar 22, 2011
So I have been officially denied. This really sucks! Here is a little background. BCBS of IL had a 3 month diet requirement, which I met. They changed their policy on 3/15 to require a 6 month diet. I completed the 3 months and submitted to insurance in early March, well before the 15th policy change. BCBS of IL then denied me yesterday (3/21) because I didn't meet the new policy requirements.
According to the insurance rep, BCBS looks at the active policy requirements from the date of approval or denial, not from the date of submission, so even though I completed and submitted the 3 months of Doctor supervised visits AND I send in the paperwork before the 15th of March when they changed the policy, they are STILL making me adhere to the new policy. I'm trying to decide if this is worth appealing or if I should just do the remaining 3 months of dieting. What do you think?
I'm just pissed off! What was to stop them from holding onto my paperwork for as long as possible so that the decision hadn't been made by the time the policy changed, so that I would be automatically denied according to the terms of the new policy? What if they decide in 2 more months to change the diet requirements to 12 months? Like I said, I'm furious! What would you do if you were me?
Final Weigh In, Insurance Submission and Breast Cancer 3/9/11
Mar 09, 2011
On a side note, I had an abnormal mammogram a few weeks ago. I was sent for additional testing, including an MRI. It was terrifying – not so much because of the test (although the test was not pleasant) but because of the waiting and the possibility of something being wrong. I just remember lying on my stomach in the MRI machine crying, trying not to move while the tests were being run. I was picturing leaving my 2 little girls without a mom and my husband without a wife. I remember what it was like for me losing my mom at 9 years old – I couldn’t imagine what it might be like for my 4 year old and 2 year old daughters. It was probably one of the single worst moments of my life. But, every dark cloud has a silver lining – everything was clear. And I can now move forward knowing that I have had the most sensitive test for breast cancer currently known to man and it came back clear. So no more dread in the back of my mind that I will die of the same disease, at the exact same age, that took my own mother from me. Only blue skies from here….
Pre-Op Testing - DONE!!!.... And a Health Scare
Feb 22, 2011
First, let me step back and say that I hadn’t actually talked with my doctor about doing the surgery because 1) it’s hard to get an appointment with her for anything less than an immediate medical concern and 2) because she is very gung-ho about losing weight the traditional way. I know, I know – I was being a HUGE chicken! I made my appointment with my PCP right after I had the initial consult with the surgeon, but it took over a month to get me in.
But to my surprise, when I went in with all of the pre-op paperwork my doctor was BEYOND supportive. She got teary-eyed (we go way back to when she had just joined her practice out of her residency and I was still in college. Our kids are about the same age and our kids go to the same preschool) and she was SO proud of me for taking this step. At our last appointment before starting down the VSG trail she threatened to put me on blood pressure medication (I’m borderline) and cholesterol medication (again… borderline) unless I lost the weight. That did it for me. It was one of the biggest reasons why I started this journey. I’m just SO happy to have her approval and her help going forward. It just helps me to solidify what a good decision that I’m making for myself.
All in all, the process was EASY. My doctor did the EKG in the office, she gave me a referral to get a chest X-ray and to get the blood draw for all the blood tests. I was able to run downstairs and get BOTH the blood draw and the chest X-ray completed within an hour. Cool, huh? I finally feel like I’m getting into the home stretch (or at least the 6th inning).
Now for the health scare. Last week you may remember that I had a mammogram done. I’m only 32 years old (I’ll be 33 in 2 months) but I was referred for a mammogram because my mother died at age 33 of breast cancer. My maternal grandmother also had breast cancer, albeit much later in life. So I know I have a high risk. To be proactive, my doctor had me go in for a baseline mammogram at 23 years old. My latest mammogram found an abnormality – although it is most likely benign, it scared the living $h!t out of me – for obvious reasons. I have only 2 months to go until I’m the same age my mom was when she died. So, in the midst of getting all the VSG testing done yesterday, I was sent for a breast ultrasound. Luckily everything came back looking normal, but to be proactive I have a follow-up MRI scheduled. You can’t be too careful and it’s better to err on the side of caution. I just hope that my insurance company feels the same
Pre-Op: Month 1 Diet Results – Feb 11, 2011
Feb 22, 2011
I CAN’T believe it!!!! I lost 18 flippin’ pounds this month on the pre-op diet. Can you say Holy $h!t???!!!!! I knew I lost a lot – over 10 pounds, but I didn’t think that I’d lost almost 20 pounds. Now my BMI is 39 and not the 42 it was at this time last month. My goal for the next month is to lose another 10 pounds. Woohoo!!!
I’m still worried about approval for the surgery itself with respect to timing. It occurred to me today that I will have only completed 2 months of actual “dieting” (but 3 different weigh ins and meetings with the NUT) before submitting to insurance. I’m wondering if they count that as 2 months or 3 months worth of visits? The NUT thinks it’s the number of visits, each 1 month apart, that is the defining factor not the actual time spent dieting. Well, I guess I’ll find out next month.
I also found out that the psychologist STILL hasn’t sent over the approval paperwork to my surgeon. Ugh! WHY do people lag like that? It’s been 3 weeks! So I called him and left a very nice message asking him to SEND THE D@MN PAPERWORK!!! Hopefully that will work, since I’m on such an inflexible time schedule. I guess if worst comes to worst, I’ll have to do a 6 month diet and the surgery will wait until summer.
I’m meeting with another doctor next week to do the lab work and the other various tests needed for approval. I certainly hope that it won’t take 3 weeks to send that type of result. But we’ll see. Again, worst case I’ll get surgery in June/July instead of March or April.
On a side note, I had a mammogram today (totally unrelated to VSG surgery). I’m only 32, but my mom died of breast cancer when she was 33 (and I turn 33 in 3 months) so the doctors want to be extra careful. I’m mentioning this because every time I get a cancer-type test done (PAP, mammogram, etc.) I tend to freak out for a few weeks until I get the results back. And the technician told me that since my hospital had moved the mammograms from film to digital, that there have been a lot more false positives. So, now I’m going to be stress-eating until I get the call back. Lovely…
Not Crazy - Head Shrinker Approved Surgery - January 21, 2011
Feb 22, 2011
Head Shrink Follow Up Call and Husband Update - January 18, 201
Feb 22, 2011
I also weighed myself today. I am down 10 pounds from when I was weighed at the surgeon’s office. Woohoo!!! Most of it is water weight (remember I had just started my period when I weighed in previously) and I was wearing heavier clothes the last time, but still 10 pounds in 2 weeks is nothing to laugh over, and I need all the good news that I can get.
On the husband front, things are going better. Not great, but better. Since the Big Fight (yes, it is now officially known in my house by that title) last week, we spent the better part of 3 days not speaking to each other, to slowly talking about household and kid stuff, to being able to have a nice conversation and sit in the same room together without our children. I say without our children because we have a habit of acting relatively normal toward each other in front of the kids, and then ignoring each other when we are alone and going into separate rooms. So, when I say that we progressed from not speaking to sitting in the same room talking to each other, on purpose without kids – it’s big, I tell you! Also, I noticed that my husband has been researching the surgery, the complications and the results. So, now that he’s gotten the initial knee-jerk “Hell NO!” off his chest, maybe now he’s willing to listen. I certainly hope that he will at least consider it, which is it does seem as though he’s doing – even if it is in secret. I still have 2.5 more months to go before I submit to insurance for approval, so I’m hoping that he will be onboard by then. Stay tuned….
Head Shrinked and Husband Troubles - January 11th, 2011
Feb 22, 2011
Today I’m meeting with the psychologist. I think I’m more nervous about meeting with him than with the actual surgery. Let’s be honest, anyone who weighs 273 pounds is going to have SOME issues. I’ve never visited a shrink and there are some skeletons that I’d like left in my closet.
Without getting too personal about what was discussed (this IS the internet after all), we went through why I thought I had gained so much weight and did I have a good support system in place. Yes to the first question. No, to the second. Well, not NO exactly… I just hadn’t told anyone about my plans yet. And I mean NO ONE.
So, according to the shrink, my assignment was to go home and tell my husband my plans. Now, don’t get me wrong, I WAS going to tell him eventually, and yes I was going to tell him before the surgery. But I wanted to wait until I had insurance approval. I KNEW that my husband was going to be against the surgery.
So, I told him of my plans. And he was against them, as expected. Actually, “against my plans” is probably not strong enough of a description. He was FURIOUS that I was even considering the idea. And I mean FURIOUS!!! He is 100% totally and completely against it. He thinks that I am “taking the lazy way out.” That I’ve never really tried to lose weight, not really; that I’m a quitter and I could do this on my own without risking my life on a surgery that he equated with a boob-job. He threw everything negative thing at me that he could possibly think of – some valid reasons, like risking my life while I have 2 little baby girls at home, and some just plain MEAN things – to get me to change my mind. So, it ended up being a BIG fight.
Now, I know what you are thinking – WHY on EARTH would this woman’s husband be against getting a hot wife? Doesn’t he want her healthy? Doesn’t her want her to live a long time? The answer is yes. My husband loves me deeply and he’s terrified that I’m going to die on an operating table. Or that I’m going to have complications and be disabled for the rest of my life. All valid concerns, but he doesn’t express them properly, which lead to the fight. But my husband also doesn’t fully understand what it is like to be fat. He’s never been fat. In fact, he’s skinny. He is 6’8” and 210 pounds. He got the skinny gene just like his mother did. I didn’t. He thinks that if I eat less and exercise more that I’ll be skinny. And he IS partially correct. If I ate right and exercise more, I WOULD be skinny. For a time, until the diet ended and I went back to my old ways and ended up gaining more weight than I had lost. Like what happened when I did HMR. I started HMR at 242 pounds (my highest EVER until now), I dropped down to 195 pounds before life got in the way and I thought that I could do the diet on my own… and now I am sitting here 2 years later weighing in at 273 pounds.
So I’m at an impasse with my husband. He absolutely does not want this to happen, and I do. Ultimately it’s my body. I have to carry the weight around and deal with the health and social consequences. So ultimately it’s my decision. And I know I need surgery.
Now, I have to call the shrink and come up with a plan for another support system other than my husband. Wish me luck!
A Visit with Dr. Mueller - January 7th, 2011
Feb 22, 2011
I calmly explain to Leti that my insurance has some pending legislation and that I have to be DONE with my 3 month supervised visit and all my paperwork submitted BEFORE March 15th. So that gave me all of 5 days, two of which were the weekend, so really all of 3 days to get in to the doctor and to the Nutritionist. And she hasn’t confirmed my benefits. Things aren’t looking too good for me now.
In steps Leti… she agrees to just go ahead and schedule the appointment for the Dr Mueller and the NUT. “Awesome!!!” Well, then she tells me that the doctor is booked for the next 3 weeks. Ugh… great. “Oh wait” she says, “You’re in luck. The doctor AND the NUT both have an opening tomorrow at 9:30 am. Can you make it?” Yes, I will absolutely be there! This was meant to be!
So I arrive at the doctor’s office a bit early and fill out the paperwork. I don’t have my new card yet because of the transition to the new plan, but I give them the required information. I fill out the family history, personal history, etc. I’m weighed with my clothes and shoes on, but they made my put my purse on the floor. (Side note here – I was afraid that I wouldn’t weigh enough to meet the 40 BMI criteria. The last time that I had weighed myself about 3 months earlier, I had been 254, which was about 8 pounds short of the 40 BMI needed. So I was praying that they would let me carry my purse on the scale. Well, they didn’t. But it turned out that I weighed a hell of a lot more than I thought so there was no reason to worry. This was probably the ONLY time in my life that I was hoping to have gained 8 pounds. But I was starting my period so I had water weight gain, and it was just after the holidays… so the stars were aligned).
The meeting with Dr Mueller was awesome. He was patient with my questions and by the end I was comfortable with my choice of the Sleeve Gastrectomy. He thought that the LapBand offered too many complications down the road, especially for someone of my age. He wanted either RNY or the Sleeve. Since I wasn’t comfortable with the malabsorption (even though he wasn’t worried about it) the sleeve seemed like the perfect option for me.
Next I met with the NUT to start my 3 month weight loss plan. Pretty easy actually – 1,500 calories and exercise 30 minutes per day 5-6 days per week. A lot LESS intensive than the HMR thing I did last year. And I’ve found that it’s pretty easy to follow the plan.
I leave to 2 more scheduled appointments to meet with the NUT, the last of which is on March 9th. So I should have 4 days to submit all the paperwork. My goal is to have EVERYTHING except the final weigh in down by my appointment in February, so that the only thing left to do on March 7th is to send the paperwork to insurance.
So, what do you think? Do you think I will be able to scrape by with only the 3 month weight loss, with only 4 days between submitting the paperwork and the new requirements being put into place?