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on 9/10/25 5:26 am - Amarillo, TX
Good mornin y'all.
not much happening today. I'm at a loss for words on a lot of things. I saw the diabetes educator and got a bit of bloodwork done. They are unwilling to change anything. They never listen to me and treat me like a stinkin child. Pain is bad too. I figured out my spinal cord stimulator is causing me a lot of pain on my right flank area. So that's turned off and I get to talk to the folks on that next week. Another practice in frustration.
QOTD: every. day. I never do things good enough or the "right way" for my mom. I don't know why I bother. things to be my fault all the time. I asked for a favor just this morning. Something she'd easily do for my brother...she'd fall all over herself to help him. She lent the money for a freaking whole house but won't let me do what's left of my dental bill, who is fixing to start charging interest. Made a big deal of it. I had offered to get official paperwork done up to make sure I pay her back. Nope. Guess if I had a penis I would of lucked out.
food is terribly unplanned today.
Happy Hump Day Gang. Halfway through another week. I'm back in the scale house today and tomorrow and I'm a bit disappointed in the condition it is in. I know the plant manager had a talk with the scale attendant, but apparently some of things discussed fell on deaf ears. It is in the same condition as it was when I first started covering it back in June if not a bit worse. Maybe it's me, but I wish people would take some pride in their workplace and keep it clean. Today will be spent recleaning and discussing it with the plant manager.
QOTD: Do you ever just want to throw your hands up and say why do I even bother? Lately that's how I've been feeling about a lot of things. I think I'm doing something good or helping someone out and I end up getting nothing but grief about it or that I didn't know enough. It's just all disheartening and sometimes like a slap in the face.
B: coffee and a corn muffin which I will probably regret later LOL
L: leftover burger and fries from yesterday (I didn't get the pot roast)
D: not sure I have to see what I feel like having when I get home
Hitting the Y for some weight machines and the hot tub. I feel like I need to soak.
Have a great day everyone!!
Dr. Sanchez Lapband 9/12/2003
hw305/revision w280/cw197/gw150
Revision from Lap Band to Bypass on 2/4/2015 by Dr. Pohl
Hi everyone,
I want to start by saying I'm so sorry I haven't been on here lately. Life threw me a curveball, and most of my focus has been on taking care of my brother and home. In the middle of that, I lost sight of my own journey and the progress I had been making toward qualifying for weight loss surgery.
If I'm being fully honest, not only did I lose the progress I had made, but I also gained the weight back--and then some. I've now reached my highest weight ever, 508 lbs. Writing that number out feels heavy, and honestly, I'm embarrassed to admit it. I feel like I've destroyed the progress I had worked so hard for.
But the truth is, this isn't the end of my story. It's just a setback. Life doesn't always go as planned, and sometimes we fall down--but what matters most is that we get back up. I know I have to reset, start over, and give myself the same patience and grace that I would give anyone else on this journey.
I may have to climb a little harder to get back to where I was, but I refuse to let this setback define me. My goal hasn't changed: I still want to get qualified for surgery, I still want to change my life, and I still believe I can do this.
If you've ever had to start over, I'd love to hear how you picked yourself back up. I know I'm not alone in this, and sharing the struggles is just as important as celebrating the victories.
Thanks to everyone who has been here supporting me. I promise I'm not giving up--I'm just taking a deep breath, dusting myself off, and moving forward one step at a time.
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Your ferritin is dangerously low. Mine was as low as 4 once and no matter what I did all I wanted to do was sleep. I felt exhausted all the time. Yes the infusions suck, but they help so much. When I was dealing with low iron and ferritin I had to go to an hematologist every 3 months to be checked.
Don't wait any longer get those infusions done to start feeling better and figure out which iron supplement works best for you to help keep the numbers up.
Dr. Sanchez Lapband 9/12/2003
hw305/revision w280/cw197/gw150
Revision from Lap Band to Bypass on 2/4/2015 by Dr. Pohl
Thanks for replying. I'll check it out. I just replied but I don't think it went through. I was just saying I'm afraid of infusions but I feel like it's the best for me at this point.
Thanks for your reply. I'll check it out. I don't really know much about the numbers, but they look really bad when I look at them in graph form on the labcorp app.
iron binding 547 high
UIBC 523 high
Iron 24 low
iron saturation 4% critical alert
ferritin 6 low
transferrin 417 high
hemoglobin 11.8 in range, barely
MCH 23.0 low
MCHC 27.8 low
RDW 20.4 high
platelets 504 high
RBC & WBC are 5.13 and 8.9 and both in range.
I'm afraid of an infusion, but I feel like it's my only choice at this point.
Exercise and protein are great but the secret of losing will always be to reduce calories.
Real life begins where your comfort zone ends
I got the Clariton out yesterday and took one. Allergy season is definitely starting here.
I am a Taurus, the Bull and I fit the description of being ambitious and avoiding drama. Someday I am going to get a reading from a dedicated astrologer, just for the fun of it.
Real life begins where your comfort zone ends
Good morning friends ! I need your help ...I am 7 months post op (Roux N Y) and stuck at 78 pounds lost. Was steadily losing and then the last 3 weeks I am stuck ! Need to lose about 15 more pounds....I have done the usual of increasing exercise, eat more protein but still stuck. Any words of advice or tips ? I very much appreciate your help :)
