Sorry for my long absence: leak update
I cannot imagine how hard this has been for you. You are NOT a "useless pile of crap". You did something to better your life and your families lives and it has been more challenging than you thought initially.
Let me know if you would like a chat or text message buddy... I would be more than happy to text with you. I am a good listener too! ;-)
Feel free to vent whenever you need to!
God bless you and keep you during this time. A year from now I pray it will be a far away memory.
Ms Shell
Please do not hessitate to be a part of the group and to be honnest about what you are going through and how you feel...First and formeost you deserve the support and secondly pre ops and new ops need to know the risks even if they are rare...your voice is important!!!!
All this IS TEMPORARY!! it ain't forever! Yer doc tried some things...they didn't work. He learned some things about this sit. With extra time since that last jp drain...I bet you'll get it repaired this time...3rd times the charm!! Chin up!
I think ya need to see a counselor! a professional. Like the leak, ya cannot fix THIS yerself! Understandably yer depressed, but what yer sayin to yerself only digs ya deeper in despair.
We offered once to take up a PayPal collection.. alls we need is yer email address!
(PM me if ya wanna!) It can only help with some of the burden ya may be feelin!
I think yer one of the types of people that find it hard to ask for help especially when ya need it most. Ya think its a sign of weakness! Yer young...you'll find this kind of thought process doesn't always work and it sure don't mean yer weak.
..WE'RE TEAM VSG HERE and when a comrade is hurtin we all are hurtin!
Hang in there Cherub!