First sonogram tomorrow morning

Only then will it be really real that I'm prego.....  I'm kinda scared..

Enjoy & best of luck! Try not to be too scared! You'll be just fine :)

How far along are you? Best of luck!

Well, seen the "peanut" today...  It's now official.. I am very confused with my feelings..  I'm 6 weeks and 5 days. Due date is 6/22/11.....

what's wrong hon? ( I mean with your feelings?)

We have same due date! Congrats!!

I feel ya on the unsure feelings though. I can imagine its in part to how soon post op? For me its that PLUS this is baby #4  LOL

I really didn't want to have any more kids... My youngest is 4 and just started school this year. I'm not looking forward to starting ALL OVER...  Currently I work at home as a daycare provider so I can stay home with my youngest and was looking forward to getting back to the normal working world when she started school full time... Now I'm afraid i'll have to keep doing daycare while the new baby is little.. This will be my 5th pregnancy and 4th living at home..  There are just soooo many things... I also JUST had surgery 4 months ago and am really enjoying my "new body" now I'll be fat again and the shopping that I have been enjoying so much is going to be put on hold.... I guess really I am just being selfish... I feel guilty for not being excited..  It's just how I feel.

I'd give you some line like "it will all be worth it in the future" or something equally cliche', but those thoughts are probably already running through your head. I have been in your shoes and I remember the feelings. In time my frustration went away. Don't feel guilty, what you're experiencing is perfectly normal.
Take some time for yourself so that it isn't always about the kids and the baby on the way. You definitely need some "me" time right now.
Good luck! Feel free to pm me anytime.
Tracey