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Yesterday was Gorgeous ... th day before th storm .
Fell asleep under a knitted comforter on a sunny porch jes enjoying life , the fresh air , my beautiful paid off home ... kvelling ... the trees r finally turning - th drive out here was beautiful.
Woke up one AM snow falling all around m - never felt so cold in my life !
Took m about an hour to even get 2 the roo and her heater.
This morning I plan 2 hire a guy to do what I hav no time to do - work like a dog ( they dont work .... that has 2 be ironic ) ... well work like Eva ideally .
He knows my property and thinks its amazing also hes an ex electrical engineer. If he can help m make her beautiful n desireable by May well both profit .
Bites of middle of d nite cold pizza - ff milk n coffee ****tail - lean smoked turkey n Canadian " Bacon" ( pork loin) sandwich . About 1/3 of a payday bar and a bite of chocolate covered English toffee.
Oh and some green mango w chili spice about 3 pieces.
After I speak w him and Jerky Boy about d dredge heading 2 d City for a view of the paint job and a well earned bath. 
Happy Caturday !
I spent the better part of an hour driving to a formerly open building 2 take a surreptitious midnite bath .. no luck the front door was locked !
Yes this semi homeless period will be def something to REMEMBER ( and never repeat )
So I had to respond 2 a few things - 67 is NOT OLD sweet Grrl!!
My Parents are 92 ( almost 93 ) and 91 1/2 and theyre still traveling the world .. loving their retirement and ( believe it or not - still makin luv - those horny Bs ! I regularly get kicked out of their apartment late nite by my Dad - and they both look like they ate a canary th nex day )
Im gonna wean my Mom off that wheeled walker with every two day hour long swims and mall walking the minute I get back to Florida .
Her slightly failing memory can also be restored with side effect free 1000 yr old Chinese herbs .
Im older than dirt and I DONT CARE .
I date younger guyz ( and the occasional tall hott butch grrl ) - our generation is very fluid sexually ...
LOVE gardening n fresh air .. and am capable of working hard , learning new things like dockbuilding and elaborate plumbing ... thats complicated !
Its FUN 2 b a so called Ol Grrl .... trust m ! I consider myself super young middle aged . Cant pass for 20 but easily look n act 30 yrs younger .
Jes don believe d hype !!
All this hell you are going through is going to make the victory of finally having your own apartment so much sweeter!
Prayers said, fingers crossed and good vibes sent for a good meeting tomorrow!
You don't have to be sorry for expressing your feelings here. Isn't a part of how we all landed up related to eating our feelings at one point or other? We'll all be fighting it the rest of our life and when parts of life suck it makes it harder. I do hope you get to retire sooner. Big hug for you!
Hope your errands were all successful today and that your salt levels were decreased. Don't forget about the full moon...I personally believe in the power of it to make things more erratic and difficult.
Have you noticed a trend in no-sugar sodas in the last year? All the 'limited edition' ones seem to have a vanilla base. I tried the new 7-Up diet one for the holidays and vanilla is all I tasted. Hubby won't help drink them and I don't drink that much of sodas either.
Ms. Opal is so photogenic and you're a great photographer. The pendant looks like a snowflake to me, beautiful!
Have a great weekend.
Hope the stretching helped your back and that you didn't have to do anything at work that would aggravate it.
This weekend I really, really should get some yardwork done since we only have 3 more collections of the green bin for the year. Made the decision to only grow enough garlic for seed next year. Past time to get it planted in my area. The freezer still has pucks of chopped garlic grown in '23 and processed in '24. Then add in this year's (even with supplying my family w/garlic) and it will be fine to take next year off except for growing the seed for '27.
QOTD: Hoping the Dr. will let me stay on the Bupropion/Naltrexone combo. Hoping to find someplace close to exercise that isn't crazy expensive. I can't be trusted to do it on my own. That plus the meds and I'm hoping to be at goal by May 17th. (When I started this.) Also need to make more ready meals for the freezer.
B: The new normal which is one scoop of Pero in ho****er, 1/2 scoop of the Click espresso protein.
L: Topping off the breakfast hot shake with the other half of the Click.
D: 3 oz home canned meatballs mashed into 1/2 cup marinara and 1 T real parmesan.
S: 5 grapes mid-day. A protein shake, rib of celery w/1 T peanut butter for late snack (something in tummy for pill taking).
Going to try to finish up two more garments tonight. One has taken me all week, sheesh I used to churn out projects like that in 2 days. But then, Hubby wasn't retired either. ;)
Ive had a rough week too . Five full nights sleeping uncomfortably in the car - dealing with no wifi or telephone calls in or out since October 17 th through zero fault of my own .
Hopefully it stays on now - last time it went three hours later grrr.
Im worried about LI but dont want to leave - guaranteed rush hour delays because its Friday nite and tomorrow at 9 AM I need to meet with the owners agent - hopefully send ANOTHER $12,000 and finally sign a lease .
My rent will be exorbitant but at least I have sunny outdoor space ( both shared and private ) very beautiful huge rooms and three bathrooms two full one half ( and a gym)
Cant afford the rent w/ out housemates - need to find two who each make more than $70,000 a year and have very high credit . 
Well gotta do what I gotta do .
My entire LI house mortgage ( including crazy taxes and crazy insurance ) was the same as Im paying 4 this rental ... but it is rent stabilized which means in ten years I wont have to have company - mebbe five.
Car is madly packed w food - today I ate a small white chicken chili and half a chicken noodle soup .
b was most of a ham n cheese ciabatta
I have salads , Indian food which I normally love .. eggrolls my stomach is just being difficult .
I met a cool guy today - he said he admired my lifestyle lol 
He meant I look like I live out of my car ... which is unfortunately largely true . It will feel WONDERFUL to have furniture, hot food, be able to take baths ...
QOTD- I need to be more active, even if it is only walking. I just need to do it!
I've been planning for when my roommate moves out. He's taking the table and chairs but I have a smaller one that is in the enclosed front entry that I will bring inside. It only has 2 chairs but it is a lot smaller and will fit better. I keep wondering if it is really going to happen. I covet his bathroom with the walk in shower and larger vanity with much more storage. I also want the linen closet since mine is jam packed. I would love this house much more if it didn't have the stairs. 2 bad falls a broken wrist and compressed discs in my back and I am over them. I will miss the trees, but not the stairs.
I wish the market would stabilize so I can buy another house and sell this one for what I paid for it. I could move into my Moms house when she is gone, but I don't like the area and I'd still have to buy my brother out of it. So probably not...
I keep fantasizing about really retiring but I don't see any way to do that in the near future. Sadly I've worked since I was 10 and not any closer now to retirement. Yes I made some poor choices along the way but...
Sorry for being a downer, I really would like to say it is all rainbows and unicorns, but it isn't. At least I am working and getting paid unlike the poor government workers.
Take care everyone, and have a great day!
5'5" Age 67 HW 291 SW 275.8 CW 171.7
on 11/7/25 6:30 am - Amarillo, TX
Good Friday morning, hope you feel better Jennifer. It's no fun to hurt!
Ki d of a busy day ahead. Errands for the most part. We're going to get the dough for the rolls on thanksgiving, it's the frozen stuff...Rhodes I think. It's in shorter supply here so I hope we can find it.
HEB was an experience...I'm neither a fan or hate it. We unfortunately went during lunch so it was PACKED! They have candy cane and pumpkin soda...ewwwwww. Lubbock is the crap hole I remember it to be. We almost hit a coyote on the highway...poor guy but he got off of it in the nick of time as the other drivers didn't give a **** The ride was hard on me...really hard. I get to do it again Monday.
i was extra spicy yesterday. Still a bit salty today but more calmed down, for now. With as much as we need to do today that could quickly change.
QOTF: track and stop eating while I'm up in the middle of the night. I have to eat a little something for the pain pill but I usually go overboard. As usual. I need to be more active. Hoping to see a nutritionist about the RA. Most likely will be doing Mediterranean type diet.
B: pita with eggs and cheese...coffee
L: probably a chimichanga
D: shrimp spring rolls
a pendant I made during the night and meme...of course ms.Opal. Kitten to now.
