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I absolutely puked 3 times 
had diarrhea 
and Sneezed uncontrollably ALL AT THE SAME TIME !! at the very thought confronting my cruel unbelievably selfish and greedy 92 year old Pop financially .
Which I committed to at the UA DA financially concerned twelve step meetings Sunday.
Right now im resting in a sunny private library spot my exorbitant taxes pay for .
on 10/27/25 5:44 am - Amarillo, TX
Good mornin y'all.
Busy day for me. Appointment with my PCP. Going to ask for testing for RA and lupus. My grandma's nephrologist told her all her daughters and granddaughters should be tested since she had it. I'm having issues with my joints and kidneys. At least my numbers are a little odd. So we'll see. RA due to all my joints and bone spurs seemingly everywhere. If there is something up I want to treat it before it gets too far gone.
I am hoping to get other stuff done too. I need to figure Christmas stuff out. I'm giving money to everyone but my mom. Not a lot but it's the only thing they seem to want. I make things for em and no one uses it except for my niece who does d & d and I made her a dice bag. I might make something for my aunt.
QOTD: I have a few times but not much. I don't have a lot of chances to do so.
B: eggs, sausage and cheese....coffee
L: ???
D: fish and some onion rings.
Cool! 
I wish I was lucky! ( I am with the big things but extremely unlucky in the small ones I find ) 
LA Fitness this morning - yes its close to freezing here too VERY early ... so workout / sauna/ long hot shower will feel SO GOOD! 
( warmed up on rowing machine , did half a class of weighted Zumba then a REAL Zumba class with a motivated gay guy ... lots of shakin dat azz lol :) ! He was ADORABLE and motivated all the wrinky grrlz ! 
talked w a few in d locker room .. they said it was FUN if hard and they show up every day ... you GO Sweet Cute Booy !
b- tried to eat reheated 1/2 egg sammy - didnt work. Tried slightly warm clam chowder ( kind of a gross breakfast ) - didnt go down either.
Trust m I wont starve lol!
Hope to complete apartment applications nicely packaged this morning, send them out ( except to favorite apt where I need new ID - tomorrow and Wendesday AM appointments scheduled )
Guilty bites - tortilla chips reading in bed several handfuls over the days. Armenian string cheese - quite a few ounces . Its a lowfat cheese like fresh mozzarella .
Last nites D also contained a piece of pizza and boozy milk/ coffee watching TV on my phone in the car parked by the library - can only use phone when attached to someone elses wifi grrr 
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Happy Monday Gang. Chilly start to the day we had more frost on the ground. We got the rabbits breed again and took another load of trash well really tires to the plant. I cooked a ham and a turkey breast to have stuff for the week. It's a short week for me since I have Friday off.
Tomorrow and Thursday are our employee appreciation days. BBQ and then Clambake the guys are happy about it. I have to go out and get a few things for the raffle prizes. Other than that it should be a rather quiet week.
QOTD: Do you ever enter raffles? I do sometimes especially if they are free ones, but I've also entered ones that you had to pay for. Two years ago I won a nice hunting rifle that was raffled off. The tickets were $30 a piece the gun was worth $900.
B: coffee and protein shake
L: ham, cheese, and pickle wrap
D: turkey and gravy
Hitting the Y and then going to try and get to bed early tonight.
Have a great day everyone!!!
Dr. Sanchez Lapband 9/12/2003
hw305/revision w280/cw197/gw150
Revision from Lap Band to Bypass on 2/4/2015 by Dr. Pohl
on 10/27/25 4:55 am - Amarillo, TX
Sorry still having issues turning my phone back on ...
City day - breakfast was a buffet w scrambled egg whites, meat part of 3 bacon slices , cranberry juice ffsf coffee latte
l- fried vegetable dumplings ( 4) arugula salad w tabouleh
d- the rest of lunch ... pastry elephant ear
boozy decaf sf ff latte
Not looking forward 2 sleeping in the car again ....attended 2 Underearners anonymous meetings - super informative and helpful.
Gonna check out possible TV show venue a little later
Exercise - walking enormous Upper West Side street fair .
OMG OMG OMG !!!!! 
I successfully re- submitted favorite apartment application I was rejected by ... under my married name !
And just now succeeded in making a new expedited passport appointment for 7:30 Tuesday morning which means Ill make the 48 hour deadline to submit everything ( uploading ) and complete application !!!
Tomorrow amazingly dont have a thousand things planned !
I want very much to attend a Debtors Anonymous giant meeting and the subsequent Creatives Anonymous one at the LBGT clubhhouse on 13th street Manhattan .
One of my favorite haunts ( with favorite wonderful friendz ) back in d day when I had Nothing lol!
I also want to explore the Idea and possible reality of a TV show .
Problem- no munny to buy rent to own set nor rent nor buy camera and lighting equipment even if unpaid interns man them .. well rich folks would say use others' munny .
Dont have a clue how to approach dat and Ive always been told ( and th results bear it out ) that Im the WORLDS WORST salesman .
So the munny has to come 2 m hat in hand ...
Gotta learn sum magic trix !!!
Good afternoon Menuers !
Im sitting in Starbux eating a prepared salad ( why do peeple imagine Kale is a substitute for Lettuce these days ? 
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To me it tastes bitter uncooked or even cooked wrongly ..and it gives me gas 
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b - 6 buck special from Dunkin Donuts - coffee, 1/2 egg bacon sammy on English muffin and potato nuggets w ketchup .
s- bun w hummus n scallions candied ginger and 1/2 payday bar
d- probably cold linguine w red clam sauce enhanced w freeze dried butter and fre****alian herbs
kosher health salad ( shredded cabbage n carrots in vinegar water n sugar )
shrimps ( cold ) w ****tail sauce
maybe vegetable and chicken turmeric farro sippable soups if I can find a microwave 2 warm them up :)
exercise - mainly tearing whats left of my hair out cuz phone doesnt work and Im wasting the day grrr.
I actually got the vast majority of an apartment application sent - only two years of complete 40 page tax returns need further forwarding .
After this I can probably copy all the other applications
Gonna stay here tonite - enjoy the gym, sauna, endless hot shower and real ( half inflated air ) bed 
( but whos quibbling - beats sitting up in a car Every time ! )
It felt AMAZING 2 wake up this morning snug as a bug in a rug ( or a fluffy kitty curled up in a furry clean doggie bed ! ) Im looking forward to sleeping horizontally tonite too :) 
jes wish I had a space heater and microwave working ... its getting COLD !
Happy Friday at 9:30 PM - finally the end of my workday!
Toured a four building complex by the water in the South Bronx . I liked all the apartments I saw for various reasons - an expensive one bedroom has a great view and OK ish terrace size - two two beds are OK but not the best view wise and one eighth floor 2 bed has TWO big terraces but no view . 
All these apartments have access to a SAL****er heated indoor pool !!!! ( as do the almost three thousand other residents -958 apartments total ! ) Giant amount of amenities - working , lounging spaces, gardens etc . Theres also a long landscaped riverfront park that belongs to the buildings no trash trucks all nite ... and much better air than the one I fell in love with and was rejected from 
Applying for the one in Inwood , and also reapplying for the corner terraced 3 bed in South Harlem w no amenities.
Trying super hard to reapply for THE FAVORITE ... did a preliminary deposit then idiot real estate agent doesnt send me the complete application all afternoon 
- doesnt she want a $5000 commission for nothing more than sending an email ?!
These NYC real estate agents are SO spoiled ...never return phone calls , fail to show up for scheduled viewings w/ out notification - and worst yet most NEVER ever pick up their ringing phone ... 
Had a big pouch day today - lets see if I can remember everything I ate - 1/2 payday bar , sf ff coffee latte , 1/2 pint roasted vegetable soup from Pret - 1/2 egg salad sandwich w arugula on ww bread ( ate other half w/out crusts late last nite) bites of chicken salad sandwich on ww bread , 1/2 big banana 1/2 container ff sf yogurt ...1/2 container Pret white chili soup. 
So happy to sleep in an actual bed tonite ! 
Tomorrow morning filling out applications and scanning in supporting documents in library ... then mebbe heading into town to see a few more apts if I receive confirmation first from gosh darn agentz ... drove 4 hours round trip the other day only to have agent not show up grrrr
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Same one of course that hasnt forwarded the application after I sent her proof of initial deposit Are these people whacked or what ?!
Mel you're right Republicans are no better. I really wish we could get rid of both parties they don't care about us only about what they want.
I hear ya on the evaluations of the houses. Ours got reevaluated last October and it went up by $137,000 making our house taxes shoot up another $1000. It all just sucks the life out you. I work to pay taxes basically.
Dr. Sanchez Lapband 9/12/2003
hw305/revision w280/cw197/gw150
Revision from Lap Band to Bypass on 2/4/2015 by Dr. Pohl
