04-19-07.........

Apr 18, 2007

Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who hath
blessed us with all spiritual blessings in heavenly places in Christ
                                             Ephesians 1:3
 God desires good things for us and greatly desires to deposit them
within our lives; so, why the barrier? Well it certainly is not God that
is blocking the way. When we first accept Christ into our hearts and
lives we do not immediately reflect His image. There are things in our lives that require change. Change is a process and very seldom happens immediately.The more we learn of God, the more we grow and the fruits of the spirit begin to reflect within our lives. We begin to understand that when we surrender to Him we will receive His mercy, grace, joy and peace in every ircumstance. The question is not about Gods willingness to bless our lives, but our willingness to receive it.
Prayer.......
I surrender all of my life to You. As I mediate on Your word, create
change within my heart and soul. You have made provision for all that
I need help me to learn and grow and to receive it, in Jesus name I
ask, AMEN!!! AMEN!!!

I Walk With The King......

Apr 12, 2007

I was at rehersal last night and this song that we are going to sing really spoke to me... It's by Donald Lawrence & Tri-City singers
With all that I'm going through I'm going to STAND on GOD'S WORD...I  said YES to God... even if HE takes my whole family  and friends I still say YES,my job,I still say YES,my money,car ,and home I still say YES,and my marriage...I STILL SAY YES... I will walk with my King He knows my path ALL I have do is GET UP, SHAKE MYSELF OFF, LIFT MY HEAD AND LET MY KING LEAD ME.... I know that this journey is not all about the weight loss... I learning to let go of weight that  is and was holding me back from my DESTINY... MY GOD IS GOOD!!!!! God's doing things in me and my life that is preparing me for the next level...One day I'm going to have to help other woman and help them durning thier TEST....I have to cont. through this storm until God is ready to take me to the next LEVEL of my transformation....I not saying that I won't have my days, cause we all do and the emeny is still trying to work me...BUT I'M WALKING WITH MY KING...
GOD BLESS
KI

Hallelujah
Said I'm walking with Him
Said I'm talking with Him
Trusting in Him
He has changed my whole life He made it new
I lift my hands to THANK HIM
I lift my voice to PRAISE HIM
I walk,I walk with the King

He owns,the cattle on a thousand hills
Said He'd FIGHT my BATTLES
If I just keep STILL
I walk, I walking with the....
YES,YES,YES
I WALK, I WALK WITH THE KING....


You are the best thing ever happened to me.......

Apr 11, 2007

Chorus: Jesus, You are the best thing
ever happened to me.

Verse:
Came and You loved all my hurt away,
wrapped me in Your arms, said it’s okay.
God gave me hope when there was none,
thought I’d let you know, You are the One. 
Chorus

Vamp 1:
Best thing ever happened to me.

Vamp 2:
(Ever happened) ever happended to me.

Vamp 3:
You are the best thing ever happened.

Ending:
Ever happened to me.

04-05-07....

Apr 05, 2007

Why am I still going through THIS BS IN MY LIFE?!!!!!! Will I ever have PEACE  and HAPPINESS in my life!!!!! Why can't I HEAR from GOD right NOW!!!!!!! GOD KNOWS I'm HURTING NOW!!!! I'm SO ANGRY with my HUSBAND RIGHT NOW FOR DOING ME LIKE THIS!!!!!!! WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME? I LOVE BEING A WIFE AND A STEPMOTHER AND HE TOOK THAT AWAY FROM ME!!!! I'M SOOOOO ANGRY,HURT,DEPRESS,CONFUSS,LOST RIGHT NOW!!!!!!. I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER ANYTHING IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW!!!!!!! I JUST DON'T NO WHAT TO DO RIGHT NOW!!!!!!! I TRYING TO STAY STRONG BUT IS IT REALLY WORTH IT!!!!! I FEEL LIKE I'M FIGHTING FOR NOTHING....ONLY TO KEEP GETTING THE SHORT END OF THE DAMN STICK!!!!!!!!!!! ALL I ASK IS TO BE HAPPY..TO BE LOVED...I LIKE HAVING SOMEONE IN MY LIFE...NOW THAT IS GONE... I DON'T NOW WHAT GOD HAS IN STORE FOR ME BUT I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN ANYMORE... OR HAVE I MESS THINGS UP SO BAD IN MY LIFE THAT HE LETTING PAY FOR FOR IT NOW!!!! I'VE TALK TO PEOPLE IN MY CHURCH,FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND EVERYONE TELLING ME ITS GOING TO BE OKAY, KEEP YOUR FAITH,PRAISE HIM THOURGH THIS STROM AND ALL THE OTHER SAYING.... SINCE DAMN SEPT 15,2006 I HAVE SEEN A LIGHT AT THE END OF THIS TUNNEL!!!!! I JUST DON'T KNOW ANYMORE.......


UPDATE......

Mar 29, 2007

HEY YOU GUYS...... I'M NOW 237LBS.....THANK YOU LORD!!!!!,I PRAY TO BE OUT OF THE 200'S BY MY BIRTHDAY (MAY 18TH), WHERE EVER I MAY BE AT THAT TIME I WILL BE TRULY BLESSED AND HAPPY...
UNTIL NEXT TIME I PRAY FOR YOU AND YOU PRAY FOR ME...;0)
AKILAH

FREE INDEED......

Mar 29, 2007

If the Son set you free, you will be free indeed.
                                       John 8:36
Through Christ, God has made a way for us to be free from the bondage and weight of sin. We can be truly free. This does not mean it is a free for all with no rules or guidelines. Gods rules are liberating.
His rules enable us to accomplish the purpose we have been designed for. We have a tendency to consider the rules a negative thing, but the truth is the rules God has established are for our benefit. I heard an example once about a fish who wanted to be free from the confines of the water and begged to be released so that he could run with the lions. While the fish certainly believed it was a grand thing, we all know that once the fish was removed from the water for which he was designed he would not survive.
He was a fish and is only able to accomplish his purpose within the
boundaries of a fish. When we discover our freedom through Christ,
and understand our place and purpose in this world we will indeed be
free.
Prayer.........
 I surrender all of my thoughts and attitudes to You, allow Your Spirit
to perform a work within my heart and life. I understand that my purpose and place in this world is about more than myself. Teach me Your ways and give me wisdom, understanding and help as I follow the guidelines you have put into place. In Christ, I am free to be exactly what You have designed me to be. I am indeed free! Amen.

Hang in There!

Mar 27, 2007

"Our present troubles are quite small and won't last very long. Yet they produce for us an immeasurably great glory that will last forever!"
                  (2 Corinthians 4:17)
Does there seem to be a problem waiting for you no matter where you turn? Do you sometimes wonder if your dreams are ever going to come to pass? Maybe you've asked why God would allow you to struggle in your
job, your relationships, your health, or some other area of life. God allows you to go through challenges because He knows it's the struggle of life that builds strength in you. If God simply delivered you from every struggle every time, then you may not continue to grow and learn to trust Him. When you persevere through difficult times, you'll begin to realize a greater level of joy, peace, victory, and abundance than
you ever dreamed possible. Remember, God loves you too much to leave you where you are. He's preparing you for something better!
Prayer......
God, thank You for giving me what You know I need. Help me to learn and grow through my struggles as I trust You to bring me out stronger than ever. In Jesus' Name. Amen!!!!!!



03-26-07.......

Mar 25, 2007

Because of the Lords great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is your
faithfulness.
                                  Lamentations 3:22-23
We can miss the miracles and work of God in our lives if we focus on
our failures instead of trusting God. We have all sinned and we all fall
short of the glory of God. Not one of us deserves His love, His salvation, His help in trouble, His comfort, His peace or His joy. Oh, how beautiful that He freely gives to us in spite of ourselves. There is never a time when God is not with us, speaking and seeking to touch our lives. He has been in our past, is active in our present and working on our future. He is there when we are suffering; He sees each tear and yearns for us to draw near to Him during these times, so that we may be safe and secure. God is faithful; He is greater than our weakness and failure. His compassion and mercy is new each morning
Prayer..........
Open my eyes that I may see the work You are doing in the midst of
this storm. I understand that I fall short; I have need of Your love and
compassion each day. I draw near to You today and ask that You give
me wisdom and strength. You are faithful and provide more than what I want but all that I need. I trust in Your unfailing love. AMEN!!!!!



03-23-07.......

Mar 22, 2007

For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves:
it is the gift of God, not of works, lest any man should boast. For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them.
                                        Ephesians 2:8-9
 Daily we face choices and the grace of God is available and will
enable us to make choices that please Him. Our capacity to love and live our lives according to His principles is dependent upon the enabling grace we receive from Him. It is His grace, which fills and keeps the river of  perfect love flowing through our lives. We do not have the capacity to love and to serve without it. Our choices are made in response to His love. Choosing to follow and serve Him, choosing to not only forgive our enemies, but to embrace them; choosing to help others without the prospect of personal gratification or gain. He clothes us with humility, gentleness, compassion and kindness. Even our best intentions fall short in comparison.
Prayer.........
 We humbly come before You today Lord, aware of our inability to serve You. Our best intentions most certainly fall short of Your perfect love.
Create us to be vessels of Your love, let it flood through every area of
our lives, that our choices will be made with kindness, compassion and love. We thank You for Your grace that enables us to do all things
through Christ, who gives us the strength. Amen.



In The Midst Of It All..........

Mar 18, 2007

Good Morning, This song really spoke to my heart this morning.... I woke up this morning because GOD KEPT ME,I'm going through because GOD LOVES ME,I'm thankful because GOD IS GOOD and I'M COVERED IN THE BLOOD. We all don't know how the road is going to end but the trip will be worth it with GOD as the DRIVER....AMEN!!!!!

I've come through many hard trials
Through temptations on every hand
Though Satan's tried to stop me
And to place my feet on sinking sand
Through the pain and all of my sorrows
Through tears and all of my fears
The Lord was there to keep me
For He's kept me in the midst of it all

Not because I've been so faithful
Not Because I've always obeyed
It's not because I trust him
To be with me all of the way
But it's because He loves me so dearly
He was there to answer my call
There always to protect me
For He's kept me in the midst of it all

[Choir:]
I've come through many hard trials
Through temptations on every hand
Though Satan's tried to stop me
And to place my feet on sinking sand
Because Jesus loves me dearly
He was there to answer my call
There always to protect me
For He's kept me in the midst of it all

[Chorus:]
No He's never left me
And He' never let me fall
Oh yes He will protect you
For He's kept me in the midst of it all

[Vamp:]
Yes, He kept me
Yes, Jesus kept me
Jesus kept me [3x], in the midst of it all
For He's kept me in the midst of it all


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