The Best and Worst Week of My Life!

Aug 10, 2009

Jeezzz...somebody sure shit on my parade...and in a fricken hurry!!!  So, Friday my home co-ordinator phones me, says we have to have a meeting and it wasn't good.  So she comes over and tells me that Jordan said that he didn't like it when Ray yelled and hit me.  Now, this is Bullshit, never happened...I would NEVER tolorate physical violence of ANY kind in MY home.  She did believe me, but her hands were tied.  So, I told her about the fact that I was preparing to leave...but now, I am screwed because my income is gone...and my savings went to shit when Ray's EI ran out...so now, WTF am I gonna do. 
Well, its done.  I wrote him the letter yesterday, and he read it when he came home from work, while I was at work.  When I came home the only thing that was said was when I asked him if he had found his glasses (lost the day before)  He said "NO, they're gone, just like you."  I just went to bed...it wasn't long after he came in and went to sleep...so, yup, still sleepin' together...but that's it..and that's nothing new..lol  I am not giving up my bed..and apparently, neither is he...
Tonight he got a low B/S and Kyle and I both helped him through it...he knows I still care.  I wonder if he didn't just take a bit too much insulin to see what I would do...silly idea, but quite possible...anyhow, he knows, of course I still care!  But I am not sticking around just to look after him...he is gonna have to do that himself.
Work was awesome, I picked up tons of shifts today.  And I applied for a couple positions.  I also checked out some places for rent...UGH!  $1000 for a dump!  Going to check out a house on Wednesday that looks like what I want....get this $1600 per month, no utilities...Frick..but it is a 5 bd, 3 bath...and it sounds like the perfect size..and if I take on 2 new clients or even 3 maybe...I will be able to afford it...and I can put my check from work into my pention plan, cuz they match you, no matter how much...awesome idea...and woohoo...snow bird life, here I come!!!
Life isn't so bad...it's tough..this week was bad...but it has all kinds of possiblilities for the future...and that is what I really need right now...this is my time to shine...I have grown up, I have arrived...let my life begin!!!

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