Jan 13, 2010Haven't been on OH in months...maybe have lost my way a little....okay a lot. Haven't been to a support group either. Feel ashamed that I'm failing right now and want so badly to get back on track and I know that defeats the purpose of support groups but those people looked up to me cuz I had done so well and I've gained weight since my unfill and I hate myself for it.
Went in to get a fill yesterday. Moved me from 3 cc to 4.5 cc...am hoping to have some restriction back because it will make it easier to make good choices. Need to find my motivation to get back into the gym and get back where I was mentally when I started all this. How have I strayed so far?
May 18, 2007