colleen kuntz

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okay so i know i posted that i had gotten arrested for not going to jury duty when they send it to the wrong address.... yeah well i went and turned my self in and now i have a court date to explain to the judge why i didnt go to jury duty!!!! this is messed up. it was so emberrasing caause i knew everyone there considering that i know everyone that was there...omg i hated it, but anyways i got that over and done with hopefully everything will be alright. i cant believe it though. the worst offense i have ever commited is speeding. but anyways. i have not been doing so hot with my meals. i think i am eating things i shouldnt. i was reading  a post from one of my oh friends and she is having some problems and i saw that im eating some of the things shes eating  sooo im going back to cottage cheese and string cheese. i really need to sit and look at what people are eating so that i can have a menu..... because i will be DAMMED if i went through this pain and hastle to not loose weight... i have to use my tool wisely and i have to take care of it....so that really opened my eyes even thoough i didnt think i was doing wrong.... it goes to show that im not that smart to have ate something not that nutrious.....but smart enough to catch it and correct it.

okay so 99% of the time i can only eat about 1.5 to 2oz of food at a time. my husband cooked out today and i actually ate about 4oz of food. it took me forever but i ate about 1oz of meat and -5 of beef sausage i also had some avocado about half of a tablespoon and about 1 tablespoon of rice. it was really good it went down well i didnt feel like puking and i chewed like im suppost to. im so excited. i feel full but not stuffed like i normally do. i dont know if this is good or bad. but on a different note i ate hummus today and i didnt agree with me. i love hummus and i couldnt eat it, so i hadnt ate all day becasue my tummy hurt. can that be why i ate all my food cause i hadnt had anyting else all day? but anyways today wasa good day!!!!

okay i know i havent posted anything lately i have been a bit lazy and a bit busy. so as far as my rny im doing okay. im still trying to find a protein shake that i can stand but im having difficulty there. and my doctor  wants me to eat 3 _ 4oz meals but i could only take in about 1 to 2oz at a time so i have been trying to eat 5 to 6 little meals. i dont know if im doing good or bad there. on another note im steadily loosing pounds so im excited. on monday i had my gyno appt and i guess im having another surgery within the next few weeks!! im having a hystorectomy done. i already cried last year when the doc told me i had a hole in my uterus and i couldnt get pregnant anymore and i cried already. know with my rny and all this weight loss i got menoragia or something like that . to make it short i either have to have my uterus fixed or removed and since i cant have anymore kiddos im having it removed. im scared and i guess relieved no more pain so thats always a plus.  and today was a crappy day!!!!! i went to get my car insurance and to get my registration sticker and stuff but they wanted some paperwork that i had at home so im going back home and i get pulled over for my stickers being expired.  not only that but it turns out that i have a warrant for failure to appear!!!! i got handcuffed and everything omg it was horrible!!!. well they brought me back home because my Rny was done only a short while ago and the sherrif deputy didnt want to sit with me at the hospital and have to wait so i have to take care of that monday. they funny thing is that the warrant is for failure to appear for jury duty!!! i HAVENT been summoned for jury duty in like 3 years!!! they also have my previous address as a my current address. when i moved i went to the post office and did a change of address. so how can i have a warrant for something i didnt even know i had to go to!!!!  arrrrrrrr i really need to fix this on monday. i have never been in trouble wth the law!!! imn correctional officer for gods sake!!!!! this really is a crappy day!!!!!   

today sucked. my husband and i went to my parents house all day and we had to leave all my dogs in the backyard. we came home pretty late so i told me kids to put the dogs in the house and only one came in the boxer didnt want to come in the b**ch didnt even want to come near the door. so we went outside to look for the other dog, and we found it dead. i want to cry. my 8 year old started crying because that was his dog and it makes me mad and sad because mattie was such a gentle dog. i dont know why the boxer attacked her.. i wanna KILL my boxer. i hate when things make my kids sad. i dont know what to do. i have 2 other dogs besides the boxer, is it going to attack them too???? arrrrrr im so freaking mad!!!! on a different note food wise was okay i had a small piece of ham and about 1 oz of scrambled eggs.   i skipped lunch and for dinner i had a piece of ham a piece of turkey and literally about 6 beans. im having trouble drinking anything i feels like its just getting stuck so im eating ice. okay well im so pissed of i cant concentrate!!!

happy sunday everyone. i hope you guys had a killer weekend!!!!!! mine was okay i was a lazy bumm pretty much all weekend. well today we went to my cousins house to see the game, it was great i havent seen my cousins in forever. my ex husband didnt approve of them so i WASNT allowed to see them. my new husband doesnt loves my family!!! anyways freaking steelers!!! how bout them cowboys!!!! lol anyways so i had bought a new can of beneprotein and i think it went bad. is that possible???!!!!! i tried it just like i always do and it was NASTY   it tasted like weeds and hay and totally nasty!! so i figured maybe it was just me and i did it wrong so for lunch i tried again this time with frozen fruit and again nasty!!!! now i cant even go into my kitchen because it stinks of nastiness.. i open the cabinets and there is that stink again   arrrrgggg i can seem to escape the smell. so now im going to throw away the nasty can and im going to have to buy another one. does anyone have any suggestion as what i should buy!! but anyways i figured i would share with you guys my fight with nastiness today lol and once again freaking steelers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay well it has been a couple of days since i havent posted im trying to time myself....my husnamd says im addicted to this site......I Am..lol.... anyways  i went to my two week post op appt and i have lost exactly 20pounds!!! yay...i know i could have lost more but i wasnt exercising as i should...i have also been elevated to mushy food or anything that i can squish with my fork..... but tonight i made the mistake of eating a tiny bite of pork chops!!! yeah i didnt throw it up but its been 2 hours and i feel crappy..its not stuck but its just there it hurt but it doesnt hurt ( i dont know if im making any sence) anyways im sticking with cottage cheese and tomatoe....but anyways just wanted to post a bit...i hope you guys are doing great!!!

okay today was a crappy day!!!!!!!i woke up okay then i went with my husband to take the kiddos to school and bammm i started feeling queasy and i got a headache. im telling you it was bad  as soon as i got home i went back to sleep. woke up feeling better then it was time to go pick up the kiddos and i tagged long again and bammmm i got sick over again... does anyone have any suggestions!!!!!  also today i couldnt seem to drink my protein shakes im only 8 days out so thats all i can drink/eat, but it was bad i tell you. the only thing i could tolerate was homemade lemonade of course sweetened with splenda so i have been drinking that all day anyways i didnt even take my vitamins or anything today thats how bad i was feeling. im going to try to take vitamins right now. alright post again tomorrow!!!

hey everyone well im sorry that i dont post for days at a time.. we have been at my parents since my surgery...yes i have been spoiled by my parents and the whole family so we stayed overthere. my sister gets mad becasue im such a daddys girl!!!!!   hahaha anyway today we came back home. because even though i get pampered over there during the day at night they are still very attentive but my little 17 year old brother has all his friends over it doesnt matter what time of the wekk it is and they are loud. my 19 year old sister yells and laughs all night also with all her friends and then my 22 year old sister parties like its 1999 and we stil get stuck babysitting. not to mention that my kids are there too.... so i figured it was time to come home, the pain is minimal now my house is bigger and alot quieter than my parents. why is it that my kids behave and follow rules here but when we are at my parents they run around like monkeys!!!!  anywayswe are back home so no more tempting smells. i weight myself today i know i propably shouldnt but so far i have lost 14 pounds!!! yay  i got scared though cuz is that like tooo much to soon im 8 eights out. but i called my doctor and they laughed at the clinic... they think im soo cute    but after they had there laugh they told me it was okay and yeah ........   lol     well anyways i guess ill post tomorrow

hey everyone im still alive   HAHAHAHA.. i guess jokes on the grim huh?!?!?!  well it has been 6 days since my surgery and i have to tell you this sucker hurts!!!!!. everyone would ask me before if i thought it would hurt and i was like mmmm it probably will but i figured it would hurt like when i had my gallbladder removed or like when i had a c section.... yeah freaking right........ lets just say im being a big baby!!!!!! how do u know if u r hungry or not i dont feel anything. i fell everything go down which my kids think is cool. it kinda soiunds like  a little alien chewing its way out!!! haha well anyways i think painkillers are taking effect cuz im starting to feel lightheaded.   i have a question can i sleep on my side????

pkay today is sunday and its also my birthday!!!!!!!!   yay im 29   boooooooo i didnt get to eat any cake!!!!!! my husband is being an ass  hes eating chips and then sits next to me and i can smell the chips!!!! i want to kiss him just so that i can taste the freakling chip!!!!     awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww    i cant wait till tomorrow to get here. so thanks to him my mind is off my anxiety... even though i feel like riping my hair out!!!!!!  okay well thank you guys for the support and im hoping everything goes ok. so i will try to post as soon as i can !!!!