Getting Frustrated!

Aug 03, 2009

Tomorrow I will be seven weeks out and so far, my weight loss is going very well.  I've lost about 55 lbs to date.

Unfortunately, there are some things (outside of the weight) that are really starting to piss me off.

Eating has become a real pain in the ass.  I almost don't want to do it anymore.  I don't LIKE eating anything anymore.  There are so few things I can eat that make me feel ok (pouch-wise.  I don't mean emotionally ok). 

For breakfast, I'm ok.  Egg beaters work great.  Sometimes I add a slice of cheese.  Sometimes I even make a sandwich out of it on the Pepperidge Farms whole wheat sandwich thins.   Other times, I'll toast the sandwich thins, add some fat-free cream cheese and an ounce or two of lox.   It gets a little boring at times, but breakfast is covered.

Lunch and Dinner, now that's another story.  Almost anything I eat is too freakin dry.   Even moist chicken, turkey, super lean (96%) ground beef.  Its moist when it goes in my mouth, but by the time I chew it a zillion times, its the dryest piece of crap I ever tried to swallow.  Fish, isn't too bad, but seriously, how often can you eat fish twice a day?

I want to drink while I eat, SOOOOO bad.  I know I can't, but sometimes I think its killing me not be able to do it.  Food is just awful!  Even things in sauces suck, cuz the sauce goes down immediatly, and I'm stuck with this dry piece of crap in my mouth.  Then its tough to go down.  I really dislike meal times and wish I didn't need to eat at all.

On ANOTHER topic, I am NOT taking calcium.  I give up.  I'm just not doing it.  I have tried every supplement under the sun and can not find anything that is either too big, or absolutely disgusting.  Let my teeth fall out, let my bones deteriorate.  I AM NOT TAKING CALCIUM anymore.

See, I told you I was getting frustrated!

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