jengo1971
jengo1971 wrote a blog post 13 years, 1 month ago
Hair, oh haaaaaaaiiirr where are you (going?) PLEA - After all the months of reading posts in regard to hair loss and thinking i wouldn't worry...Ha! Well here I am...scared as hell! I have lost approx 1/2 of the hair on my head. ...
jengo1971 wrote a blog post 13 years, 1 month ago
Life after VSG (feels so normal now) - Just about 170 pounds and a size 14! It feels so darn amazing just reading the words. I think I'm starting to look "thin" too. It took me up until a few weeks ago to really noti...
jengo1971 wrote a blog post 13 years, 2 months ago
11 weeks already and a size 16..woot, woot - Life is pretty darn exciting right now. I am living in a body that I haven't seen in YEARS! Me, 180 pounds......wow!! I am down three pants sizes (was a 22, now a loose 16) and ...
jengo1971 wrote a blog post 13 years, 2 months ago
CARB fest...cheat after cheat - Yep, the title says it all...I cheated my a$$ off today and no I am not proud! It all started like a typical Sunday at MIL house for breakfast. The fried potatoes sat in front of...
jengo1971 wrote a blog post 13 years, 3 months ago
6 weeks plus some - Things continue to be moving along very well. I went shopping Sunday and out to eat for the first time. It was such a waste of money for me and really not enjoyable. Basically I...
jengo1971 wrote a blog post 13 years, 3 months ago
Mentally I'm feeling so much better - Yes indeed, I feel "almost" like my normal self (mentally/emotionally anyway). This is my second week on soft foods (NORMAL stuff), and life has been so much brighter. I have no...
jengo1971 wrote a blog post 13 years, 3 months ago
can't believe the scale today! - 194.5.........OMGOSH!! Unbelievable! It's just been so darn long since I've been in the 100's now I'm close to the 180's! I hope things continue along this way. I really haven'...
jengo1971 wrote a blog post 13 years, 3 months ago
I'm in onederland finally!!!!!!!!!!!! - Let me just say that I have not been in the 100's for about 9 years, since Mason was born! I am so excited yet as I've mentioned before...hell I should be losing wt, I can only ea...
jengo1971 wrote a blog post 13 years, 3 months ago
four long weeks, well maybe not so long - So it's been a four weeks already. I am so very happy to be past liquid and puree stage. I feel like it's all down hill from here. Normal consistency....yeah! Technically, I wa...
jengo1971 wrote a blog post 13 years, 3 months ago
4 wks out tomorrow and yes, i can graze - Now I wouldn't dare post any of this on the forum cause quite honestly, I don't really need the negative feedback. First I'll say this journey so far had been anything but easy. ...
jengo1971 wrote a blog post 13 years, 3 months ago
three weeks yesterday - I spent my evening in the ER. Thank you Jesus, nothing major going on. I was having a conversation with Shari when I started becoming cold and shivering. Then I began to shiver ...
jengo1971 wrote a blog post 13 years, 4 months ago
Christmas eve with sleevie - It's Christmas eve and I have to say I'm not feeling a lot of joy. I need to force myself to be happy for the kids. Between today and tomorrow I have to make Lasagna/garlic bread...
jengo1971 wrote a blog post 13 years, 4 months ago
Just a little bump in the road - I have an infection (hence the red color today) in my belly button and oh my does it hurt! Started becoming ouchy 3 days ago, plus slightly red and icky looking (don't you just lo...
jengo1971 wrote a blog post 13 years, 4 months ago
things are improving...just a little bit - I'm going to type in blue because well, I'm not completely overjoyed, yet do feel just a bit better about things. This is week #2 on pureed foods and I'm getting the hang of this ...
jengo1971 wrote a blog post 13 years, 4 months ago
when the hell is this gonna pass? - I wanted this surgery, I had to have this surgery. I would be so unhappy if for some reason I was denied ect...but damn it, I am not happy right now! When will I ever get excited...
jengo1971 wrote a blog post 13 years, 4 months ago
should be happy....but I'm not - I am so down today. I miss my best friends....McDonald's, chips, ice cream, subway. I'm sure I need therapy. I weighed 208lbs today. Good golly, I have not weighed that amt sin...
jengo1971 wrote a blog post 13 years, 4 months ago
Pureed stage starts tomorrow - So I'm excited yet scared to death!! There's so much more to it than just "eating." How do I get all my water in too when you can't drink for 30 minutes before eating then have t...
jengo1971 wrote a blog post 13 years, 4 months ago
very blue today - Missing food so bad. My tummy is rumbling like crazy. I've had some mild diarrhea yest/today. Kids had their annual Christmas piano party today. It was so difficult looking at ...
jengo1971 wrote a blog post 13 years, 4 months ago
five days post-op - Well I had my surgery Monday, today is Friday. I was UNBELIEVABLY nervous the minute they came to get me from the waiting room. I was crying almost instantly. I was back in the ...
jengo1971 wrote a blog post 13 years, 4 months ago
Three more days... - Well this is it. My last weekend with my anatomy all intact. Wish I was able to eat all I wanted. I know I have serious issues with food. I'm so afraid of the mourning process....
jengo1971 wrote a blog post 13 years, 5 months ago
day #6 of pre-op diet - ok, so let me recap. monday and tuesday were PURE hell. headache and nausea as well as serious hunger. my doctor requires medifast/healthwise. that stuff is unbelievably horri...
jengo1971 wrote a blog post 13 years, 5 months ago
day #1 of pre-op hell - I am not in a good mood. I am frigin hungry! The medifast/healthwise taste like shit. Actually thought I might vomit a couple of times. Missing all those foods already. How w...
jengo1971 wrote a blog post 13 years, 5 months ago
one more day - Yep, that's it. One more day to "do it up good." I don't know if I want to jump up and down or cry. I feel like I'm gonna miss eating all the things I want (along with the amts)...
jengo1971 wrote a blog post 13 years, 5 months ago
one more week - well only one more week to eat what i want before my life changes forever. i wish i could feel like so many other people and just be happy. i'm afraid of leaving my best friend, ...
jengo1971 set a surgery date: Dec 06, 2010. 13 years, 5 months ago
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