Jeanine J.
Beautiful
May 08, 2011
I am 5 days away from having surgery. I am both nervous and excited. I have been second guessing myself. Do I REALLY want to have this surgery? Do I want to put my body through this? The answer I keep coming to is YES!I am so excited for people to see me for me and not just my weight! Because I know we have all been judged for our outward appearance instead of our inward appearance. As a large person people often discard me as a lazy ignorant person. Like I am a slob that isn't smart enough to manage her life. I know that I have been passed up for a job opportunity because of my size. I want people to know that just because I am a large person it doesn't mean that you can make fun of me, ridicule me, stare, laugh or judge me without even knowing who I am on the inside! I am a beautiful, smart caring person. I love me for who I am on the inside and just because YOU can't see me for me YOU are the ignorant one!
