Jeanine J.
Still see the "fat" me
Dec 07, 2011
I can't help but see the fat me still. Well, the fatter me. I am only 41 lbs from my own set goal, I have lost 100 lbs since my highest weight yet I still feel really HUGE!!! I cannot believe I was as big as I was and I am disgusted that I was ever that BIG! I am proud to say that if I don't lose any more weight I will be happy because I am healthier. But I am determined to get to my goal! I hate looking in the mirror because I don't see thenew me, I see the fat almost dead me. I can't shake the feeling that everyone still sees me as a fat ass even though I have lost 100 lbs!! I am treated a lot better now (which sucks). But I still see Fat Heffa Moose Jeanine! :( I think of all the com
