Finally on the other side of recovery, and a fill today

Aug 19, 2009

Today was huge.  Got a fill, .25 cc doc is ordering me to eat mushies today so if I need an unfill I can get it done by Friday, given my history, plus I'm already going to be there Friday.

Bought size 4 Levis.  I know they are the hugest most vanity sized jeans in the world, but still!

Tried on some size 5's that fit, brand "Tilt" but they made my booty flat so I didn't buy them.  Tried on some Express size 5 that hit my tummy in the wrong place, so I didn't buy those.  Tried on a pair of Buffalo size 27 (no stretch) and those were not even going over my thighs, but I think they were pretty small.  The Gap size 4 did not fit, I could have forced myself into them, but why would I want to?  I am a size 6, and I am just happy that NO size 8 pants are going to fit anymore, I am not a 6/8, I am a 6!

Looked at myself in the Goodwill mirror and WOW I am so small, even my legs are smaller than I see them at home. I think I must have a funhouse mirror, or maybe Goodwill has those "make Momma skinny" mirrors.  Don't care, just glad. 

Scale was 151.  Not my brightest moment there, but still within my new range of 147-152 and I can tell this fill is good and I will have to be really careful with my eating, so I should be able to reach my new goal of 145, with 145-150 being my new range once I get there.

I ate yogurt (creamy) and runny oatmeal no issue.  Oatmeal made me nice and FULL.  Just had the fill today so I can't get too excited but it's a nice start!  I am just so HAPPY to be who I am, and I am loving my WLS!  Go Towanda!

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