Have to work tomorrow........

Dec 12, 2009

I have to work on a Sunday tomorrow.  Sigh.  What a bummer.  Weight is great, staying at 144 I am very pleased.  My ticker is accurate, I love it when it's real and not that imaginary # I'm trying to get back to.  I can see the difference in my midsection.  I discovered my only mirror at home must be distorted because ALL other mirrors reflect me thinner, especially, my thighs, where I have all the slackness from weight.

Dontcha wish your girlfriend was hot like me..........dontcha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me..........dontcha.........

I used to love that song.  Even when I was big, I knew I was sexy.  Somehow when I lost weight, it didn't translate how much sexier I would be.  But I am starting to get it.  Had a conversation with the DH today after marriage counseling about him thinking I was too thin.  He was shocked and reassured me that I'm not too thin and he loves me and didn't mean it that way.  Ok.  So now I don't have that in a bucket.  He said he loves skinny me............

So that's good, right?   I just wish I were firmer......breasts, ass, thighs, all that.  Wish I could get firmness without PS.  Sigh. 

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