Swimsuit in Public.... CHECK!

Aug 11, 2008

Finally.....  I did it, I just bucked up and did it.... I wore a bathing suit in public.... not only did I swim in a public pool with my two youngest kids for 3 hours, I also got in and out of the pool (with these super flappy arms of mine) and went down the water slide several times... I had the time of  my life... I swam laps and played and the kids loved it as much or more than I did....  WOW!

It's been forever since I've posted an update.  The weight loss has been very slow, but I guess it's a normal stall, I'm not getting too excited about it.   I am 7.5 months out from surgery, and have lost 84lbs since surgery... and 153 lbs since I started losing weight in September of 2007.... that is over 150lbs in less than a year... how could I ever complain!

It is becoming much more apparant how much plastic surgery intervention I will need... the belly and arms... YIKES!  and I feel like my face is looking really old and hollow... and then of course there are my boobs, thank goodness for the bra!!!

Nothing exciting going on here...  school starts next week, and we are knee deep in football practice/activities/etc...  My baby is starting kindergarten this year and my second will be a senior in high school... this is a BIG YEAR!   Thank Goodness I am much SMALLER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It feels good....

Jul 12, 2008

to be losing again....  FINALLY!!!!  4 more lbs this week....  


New Pictures....

Jul 06, 2008

I have finally posted some updated pictures... they are from one month ago, and I about 5lbs slimmer today.  Now I need to scan a picture of me at my top weight so you can see the dramatic change 150lbs weight loss makes!!!!

ONEDERLAND... FOR REAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jun 29, 2008

YaaaaaaaaaaaaaY Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  The moment I've ANXIOUSLY been waiting for.... the moment that one week ago lasted only thirty seconds!  The moment I hopped on the scale and it said 199...   no matter HOW many times I weighed myself, it still said 199... so I must weigh 199!?!?!?!?!?!  Finally!!!!!!!!!! YaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaY!!!!!  I am sooooooooooooo excited!!!!!!!!  I love my RNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Excuse me while I go bounce off the walls!!!!!     

Onederland... for 30 seconds

Jun 22, 2008

This morning I hop the scale, fingers crossed.... and FINALLY... the news I have been ANXIOUSLY awaiting... 199...  Onderland... Oh it was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sweet....   I had to make sure, so I hopped off and hopped back on.... 200...  DARN!!!!  But those 30 seconds in Onederland were Oh So Sweet!!!!

Six Month Surgiversary Tomorrow....

Jun 16, 2008

Well, tomorrow marks the 6 month anniversary of my RNY.... WOW.... in the past six months I have gone from a size 5XL to an XL or L,  or a TIGHT size 32 to a size 14/16.... My BMI was once 52 and is now 29.5ish.... CRAZY!??!?!?!!??!  I feel great, have never even vomitted.... I am so blessed... I have made great friends, and am still loved by and loving my old friends, family, and even my hubby, does it get any better than this???

I had hoped to break the 200lb mark by my 6 month anniversary... I missed it by 1.5lbs... but who is counting?!?!?! Ok, ME ME ME ME ME ME!!!  Maybe by some fluke of nature, I'll wake up in the morning and weigh 200lbs... I have definately learned this year that ANYTHING and EVERYTHING is possible... and I now can dare to dream.....

Size 14 & No Longer Obese!!!!

Jun 07, 2008

I am so excited, I just checked out my current BMI and I am just plain overweight and no longer obese!!!  Less than six months post op, and no longer obese,  that is pretty amazing... when I consider that just 8 months ago my BMI was 52, it is overwhelming....

Tonight I spoke in front of about 250 people... CEO's, Board Members, Community Members donating money, and physicians from my hospital system... I "roasted" my favorite physician (also a close personal friend)...I was scared to DEATH!!!!But the evening was a huge success... I never would have been confident enough to speak in front of hundreds of people even six months ago, and tonight, I relished in the applause and cheers and laughter from the crowd.. it felt great...

What  felt just as good was the fact that I was in a size 14 dress!!!!  And heels!!!  When I went out dress shopping on Tuesday, I took my 19 year old daughter along for support... it was just awful to realize that after losing over 140lbs, I still look like crap nakked in the changing room mirrors... and SO MANY Dresses were COMPLETELY OUT because my arms are so saggy and my belly is so gross.... BUT, it felt TERRIFIC to try on 14/16 at Lane Bryant and Macy Woman and have them SWIM on me!!!  I couldn't even believe it... I STILL CAN NOT BELIEVE IT.... so then I tried on about 30 dresses at the regular old Macy's... and found out that I wear a size 14?!?!?!?!?  Talk about WOW!!!!!

I am still hovering right above 200lbs... it is my goal to be below 200 by July 4th... I think I can do it... the weight loss has been SLOW SLOW SLOW, but at least it's still trickling off... and I have been eating out at restaurants, parties, and even an overnight trip to Dillon's Beach with six girlfriends- where we ate and DRANK very well.......I have been having the time of life, because I can actually LIVE my life again......  what a blessing!

Updated pictures coming soon!


It's Been 5 Months....

May 17, 2008

It's been 5 short months since I had my life saving RNY.... in those 5 short months, I have lost 72 big lbs!  Along with weight loss pre op, that makes a grand total of 141lbs gone FOREVER!  WooOoHOoooooO!!!  My BMI, once nearly 52 is now nearly 30.....  WOW, how times have changed.... My gift this month?  I actually got SICK when I ate something....I have found myself letting old BAD habits slip back into my life... one cracker here, two chips there, and then the dreaded cookie here and there...  WELL, last week I made a MAJOR poor food choice (Chocolate chip cookie from Carl's Jr)... I ate almost the entire thing, and I was MISERABLE... I wanted to barf but couldn't and I was HOT and SICK and felt GROSS... maybe I dumped?!??!? Who knows!  But it was a definate gift, a WAKE UP, KIM call.... and for that gift, I am thankful....  I am thankful in so many ways for getting my life back... it is amazing and I am very humbled and empowered by this whole experience.....

Yeserday, a HUGE WOW moment...  I was at Open House with my family for my 6 year old/1st grader.  I wanted to buy myself a school t-shirt... so I go up to the lady and ask for an XL or a 2XL and she said, "Sorry, we are all out of those sizes" and I said, "What about us fatties!??!?" and she said, "the shirt is for you?  How big do you think you are??? You are easily a large!"... soooooooooooooooo I said, "really?" and she giggled...and I said, "OK" and bought the shirt, and it FIT!  It FIT!!! Can you believe it? I got a large t-shirt, like everyone else, and it fit..........   Just one year ago, I was in a TIGHT 5XL.... I believe in miracles!!!!

Make That

May 10, 2008

33!!!

Only 35 lbs

May 05, 2008

Until I reach Goal!!!!!!!!!!! 

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Sacramento, CA
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12/17/2007
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Feb 23, 2006
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