Moving forward

Sep 13, 2009

It is amazing how things are falling into place. You have no idea how moved I am by the wonder of life and the grace of God. I won a big contract on July 31st. Not a fortune, but enough to pay for surgery. I knew it was a sign that I need to have the surgery. Though I am scared to death of being "cut".

I have had my first doctor's appointment at Sibley. I have another appointment at the end of September, and then....waiting until the big day of 12/21.

I went to my first support group last month. I had a great time. I learned so much. It has definitely helped with the "anxiety" I am feeling about surgery.

I feel as if I am a "cleansing" mode, I am preparing my life for "post surgery" I am organizing my house, giving away clothes, removing the clutter from my house, and thinking about the future and my life post surgery.

I am nervous, but have faith that all will be well. 

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