January 13, 2008

Jan 13, 2009

Less than a month away from my surgery.  My sister, my support person for this surgery is now getting cold feet. She understands I could die from my obesity, she is really afraid I will die during the surgery. I keep trying to convince her that I am in pretty decent health. This is the best time for me to have surgery before my co-morbidities become a major health crisis.
I love ya sis, but this is something I am doing for me. I want off the merry go round that keeps adding more and more weight to my body each time I take it off. I am much stronger emotionally now  and I don't need food to control my life any more. I now need a stomach that doesn't want me to fill it up so much. 
27 days until I am re-born.

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