Lunasweetz69
I have always been the funny fat girl! I always hid behind my personality and gift to hide behind my jokes. It was always ok for me to joke about my weight, because it was a defense mechanism, but it always crushed me when others joined in. I am finally getting the LapBand done. I have been trying to get it for the last 8 yrs and I'm finally on my way. I am determined to get my sexy back! I want to feel fit, sexy, happy, confident, and energetic. I have made a list of all the things I dream of doing, but have not because of my insecurities and body size. I have made a pact to improve my life, my mind, and my body. I will be the mother and wife I know I can be. No more fear, no more insecurities, I will finally start living the life I deserve!
