Second day of puree

Mar 16, 2009

Day two and I'm so head hungry and cranky!!!  I have to continue with Puree until Wednesday morning when I see my surgeon and then he said he may release me to eat.  He is still thinking he will remove my gallbladder.  Part of me wants it out, but most of me is terrified.  The RNY worried me, but I felt more at ease about it than this.  I just want to not have these "attacks" and feel at healthy again.  I've lost almost 4 lbs. since being on these food restrictions.  I now weigh 138.8 lbs.  Which is cool because that makes me a little over 8 lbs, from goal, but part of me is afraid to be too thin and then not want to gain it back.  Almost like if I get to 130 and look to thin, but feel that if I gain I won't be comfortable. It scares me a little.  I'm used to weighing this now, but if I were to gain even a couple lbs. I feel it immediately.  Does that make sense? Probably not....  Anyway!!!  I met Amber at the Bangor Mall on Saturday and it was so nice to meet someone from this site face to face!!!  She looks great and is super sweet!!!  I've also met Toni, whom I enjoyed.  Hopefully if we have a summer gathering I can make it this year.  Hope you all have a great week!

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