hi momma angel,i am prety new to this site i am pre op,and dont post much but felt i needed to tell you i think you are a very special angel sent from god to encourage each and everyone who comes to this site.it totally blows my mind how you remind all of us to post to everyones surgery page,without you i think some of us might not have had the well wishes of others.in all that you you give the lord pays back ten fold,your day is comming.i know you will find a way to get to the loosing side.i pray for you to find the resourses to do so.good luck momma angle,this site would not be the same without you.