its time you see who you've been living with

Jan 26, 2012

i guess i broke up with Al. well i changed my facebook status to single so i did. i'm not happy about it.  it's nearly 3 am. i got all dolled up to go out with some old friends of mine ... which would've been bad news anyway... and ended up sitting home and crying on the couch with him.

it is what it is.

the present really is a gift.
i guess it's time for me to get back to whoever i was before i met him. i dont know who she was. i worry about him already. the man's adding models to his fb every day and i'm worrying about him. yup. i am. cuz those girls arent with him every day. i am. and those girls kids arent calling him stepdad. mine is.

idk. guess he has it all figured out. even though he says he doesnt.

i wish i wasnt such a mystery. i wish i wasnt so complicated. i guess by looking at me you cant tell how tortured of a person i am. seems like my disfigured body and fucked up hair might lend a clue as to why i'm so emotionally disregulated all the time.......................

in a superficial world... it's a fucking battle to overcome what we have inside. one of the many reasons why i have HOPE tattooed across my chest.

xo.

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