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 Im back! ugh,its been a tough year fo rmy family,my step dad passed away in january and we had to drive to texas on short notice to get my mom,she is still having a hard time coping,She is now living here at my brothers house and its a bit crowded for her,now there is 5 dogs in there house and she has no wing room for anything in the small room she has,but we are trying to buy a house to bring her and her 2 babies with us!very long and grueling process,,,
                My DS is still working and i kinda got off track and gained a few pounds but i feel healthier,i kinda scared the family a bit by getting too low,but i m staying at 160 and have been,still have no blood work issues except for protien and thats been on going with me for so long i dont bother trying!  Have a few weeks off before i am back behind the wheel of my bus,summer break isnt much fun this year,money is tight and just like everything else lots of stress along with it,but i am getting thru it!

 Well going on 4yrs out and almost 7 yrs in a 2nd marriage and itscome to an end! Seems my husband has been cheating on me more times than i can admit,sad but true i let it happen the first time and forgave! Yes the stupid stamp is on my farhead and in bold letters,But i will move on,But Merry Christmas to me! alone yet again,and the sad part is this new bimbo is heavy ,Gee ya think maybe he likes big girls and when i chose to have my surgery it messed with his head? Oh well such is life,I will move on,I have my kids and my family to get me thur! 
 I have gained about 10 pounds,But that 10 is ok,I was looking really sickly and photos of me just werent making me happy,I still cant get my protien in but i get thru it,I am faithful with my daily vitamins and still have potty issues but i get by on a daily basis,Heres to yet another year and another rebirth of me!~

I was given the best gift this year,My parents drove home from Texas and spent the week with us,Didnt want them to leave but they had to get back to work! We spend the time being together and of course eating good food,I have gained a few pounds back and feel alot better about it,I got myself down to low and it showed in pictures and on peoples faces when thye saw me! I am right around 150 and its good for me,My original goal was 165  and i am still under that and its all good! My mom is happy that i am looking healthier,She tought i was too skinny go figure!
          It still amazes me that i can go to the normal size clothes and just grab a small size and it fits,smaller undies,deffinatly smaller bras,(have no more boobies and thats ok),I have even went down a shoe size and most of my shoes i had are floppy on me,Looking forward to staring out 2011 better than 2010 was,Hope everyone has a very Happy Healthy New year!

Wow its been awhile since i have posted,I am at the point of teetering and have gained a few pounds but i am happy with it,Its really hard to get stable and Its ok,I thought and many others have said i was entirely to thin and looking at photos of me i thought the same,But I still haveno issues only of no protein shakes,still a no go with me so with food i think i am doing fine,
                    Its almost 3yrs out for me ,I can believe it,I am so happy that i did this for me and happy with the outcome and how i can just go right into smaller clothes and more of a choice to choose from,I am in size 8 and loving it,even my shoe size went down,Thats a good thing!My 25th high school reunion is in 2 weeks and i cant wait to go and show myself off,Whooooo-hooo will psot more soon!

Wow how time fly's,Its already more than 2yrs since my surgery and boy has it been a ride! I am now down to a small size 8,Who would have ever thought,certainly not me! I now can eat alittle more than usual,dont know if thats a good thing,I have pushed my belly to the limits at times and have suffered for it,know not to do it anymore,still love food but boy i can eat like i used too and to think i used to have that much food in my pie hole is just mind boggling! I have lost 180 pounds and teeter totter between 138 and 142,Not too shabby ,love my DS!!!!

Omg,I had my surgery 2yrs ago! Down 180 pounds and loving it!still have no desire to even think of protein and i am doin ok without it,,dont get me wrong i try to get it in with foods,I now weight 133 pounds and can fit into a size 6,big change from a size 30 pants,,I have no boobs left and thats ok,i dont mind,I dont think i will be getting a tummy tuck because its just not in the budget and i really cant get ins to cover it because i have no rashes,,before surgery ihad them all the time and now if i get one its a shocker,, I have friends and family telling me i am too skinny,Never thought i would ever hear that,I see myself in the mirror and think to myself i should have done this sooner,but better late then never i guess,,,

Texas bound in April,OMG, i cant wait to see my mom and dad,This time we ar etaking the kids with us and its going to be great,kids havent seen my parents in so long and they miss them so much,,now mom saw me a yr ago when me and the hubby went down but i have lost more weight since then is she going to be upset,YES,but i have stopped so far,i m at 133 and have been for weeks its not like she hasnt seen photos i try to send as many online when we take them but in person will be a different story,,,,
 Next month i will be 2 yrs out already ,cant believe that,,down 176 pounds and i can wear a size 6,omg from a 32 jean size thats crzy to me,,,I am loving my Ds and wouldnt change a thing!

I had a great xmas,enjoyed having my family here,next yr my parents are going to be here come hell or high water,they live way to far in Texas and its not same with them there and us here!
         Kids and hubby got me new clothes,smaller ones,its great to be able to say that!new boots,smaller ones,feet shrunk a size,now i dont feel so big footed! Money was tight and it was ok because we all enjoyed what we got and are very thankful for it! Food was awesome of course,Trying to push the limits at times ,seems i can shovel in more and it comes out the other end in a bit ,but thats ok,i can taste and not vomit,which is good,Dont like getting that to happen! 
               Off from driving the bus till Jan 4th and i am going to enjoy every minute,

Well seems i dont post like i should,but been busy ,I am at 134 pounds,yes lost alot of weight,not believing it but I have.I actually am told i have lost too much,go figure,my parents and brothers are upset,they watch me eat to make sure i at ,its weird but i know they worry,I havent figured out how to gain ,dont know if its possible but i am sure down the line i will now i have figured it out,its ok i am thinking i could be healthier at 150 like doc and family want,no biggie just have to ge there,My daughter wants the other me back,she gets upset when she hugs me for fear i might break,Not gonna happen i say,but i know i am loved and worried about! would i change my journey? No way,just would have liked to do it sooner in life ,buts it s all good,smaller clothes,no boobs,cheaper clothes,Yea i will take it! 
          Xmas will be here soon and the thought of buying new clothes makes me happy,

Yes i know i cant keep up,Wednesday 10-14-09 i see Dr.Maggie for my 18 month checkup and i know she is going to be upset with me,I know my protein levels are in the crapper,But i try is all ii can say,still have no desire to put it in,cant handle the taste still! I get alot of protien from foods but i guess not enough! I am down to 137 pounds,My mother is so worried that i am un healthy and i have been wondering too but i guess maggie will tell me different when i see her,I can get my butt in  a size 8 jeans whoooo-hooooo- small shirts fit tooo,amazing! will post more after my appt!