Reflection of my wk

Jul 02, 2010

I would have to say that over all my week has been a roller coaster.  Emotional to say the least.  Dealing w/so many things in my life continues to plague me.  Mostly money.  How am I going to eat healthy, be a roll modele for my girls and help the eat healthy, and pay my bills?  Got paid on Thursday and by that night after paying my bills, I went shopping w/the intention of only spending $25.00.  Didn't happen. I spent close to $100.00 so I've not put my account into the negative and will run up an overdraft of $36.00 per wk that it's not covered which will take 2 wks as that is how often I get paid by both jobs.  I would love for the pay checks to fall on oposing wks but they both fall on the same wk.  Doesn't matter since i don't make much at my second job any way.  My manager at my second job is so wonderful and he understands how bad things are for many people so he hires almost anyone who needs a job this of course in turn decreases the hours others can get so hence low pay checks.  At least we all have jobs I can say that.  He is willing to work you as much as he can if you want to work and are willing to work hard...no slackers!

I got up twice this week to go to the gym.  Better than in the past year when I've not been to the gym at all.  I found out thou that my gym buddy (exhusband) will not be going any longer due to getting a second job himself.  So now I have to find another gym buddy to help keep me accountable and keep me company.

Another problem I'm now facing is embarrising GAS!  Ugh!  Since eating more healthier I've had gas and it stews in my gut causing pain and then it makes LOUD noises not to mention when it has to come out well you know how bathrooms are the echo even so much as a whisper is 3x's louder than it is.  I got some gas x in hopes that this will help reduce the production of this embarrising condition.  This actually makes me think I'm hunger when I'm not because I had just eaten recently but I carry the gas all day long as soon as I put anything in my mouth.  Doesn't matter if  it's water, coffee, juice. Nothing!  It's there ALL  the time...Laugh if you want it's fine I find myself laughing too but truly it's is embarrasing.

I do find that I don't have as much trouble getting in the water as I thought I would.  I didn't realize that I drink a lot of water at both jobs.  I guess because at one job I'm on the phone 8 hrs a day constiantly talking and the other I'm constantly around hot ovens.

I did feel hungry a lot between eating meals this week.  I've been tracking my intake in a food journal and trying to watch where my downfalls are so I can work on them in the coming wks/year.

I have lost 5lbs 2oz this wk but I attribute that to water wt.  My clothes doesn't fit any differently at this time.  I know given time and hard work they will begin to feel looser and better.

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