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In love or love you
Feb 06, 2008
If you are “in Love” with someone that means you can fall out of love with that person. With my first serious relation ship the man I loved he told me the same thing. That he fell out of Love with me. SO I made sure the man I would marry (Jim) would make sure that he loved me. That to me is a commitment. For better or worse. Richer or poorer sickness or health.
Where did the worse come into our marriage and why wasn’t I told? Why ?
Because I feel he emotionally checked out at least I think it was when we when we bought the house. It was my dream with him in it. It became his nightmare with me in it. With Valentines Day coming, I can’t help but feel a bit angry. With him for not owning up to not working out our problems and letting it get this far. And this was a man I trusted.
Where did the worse come into our marriage and why wasn’t I told? Why ?
Because I feel he emotionally checked out at least I think it was when we when we bought the house. It was my dream with him in it. It became his nightmare with me in it. With Valentines Day coming, I can’t help but feel a bit angry. With him for not owning up to not working out our problems and letting it get this far. And this was a man I trusted.
new size!
Feb 04, 2008
I'm down to a size 10(victoria secret jeans). Makes your tush look good
, and I'm going to the lawyers today will get back to you after.
Later: Found out what I can do. My brother said it best "keep it financial" I was standing in the conference room thinking I can't beleive I 'm here. I almost stared to cry but the lawyer came in and I snap back to auto pilot.he gave me a clue and told me if i needed him to come back in 2 months. but he did say something about a more drastic motion that I won't take. It's called desertion. I'm not read emotionally or law wise to take that option.
, and I'm going to the lawyers today will get back to you after.
Later: Found out what I can do. My brother said it best "keep it financial" I was standing in the conference room thinking I can't beleive I 'm here. I almost stared to cry but the lawyer came in and I snap back to auto pilot.he gave me a clue and told me if i needed him to come back in 2 months. but he did say something about a more drastic motion that I won't take. It's called desertion. I'm not read emotionally or law wise to take that option.
7 Months post op
Feb 03, 2008
Didn't get on the scale. Not feeling the love!
Yup he wants a divorce. I'm in crying in waves, but I am strong and will get through this.
Yup he wants a divorce. I'm in crying in waves, but I am strong and will get through this.
i may have lost the weight
Feb 02, 2008
But I also lost my husband. Last night, he came home and told me he wanted a divorce. I'm stuned! will have more later.
I am hooked
Jan 31, 2008
Next year I would like to go to the Carnival in Venice
Check it out. It's beautiful!
http://www.carnivalofvenice.com/area.asp?id=4
Check it out. It's beautiful!
http://www.carnivalofvenice.com/area.asp?id=4
Karma works I know.
Jan 31, 2008
I believe… I remember the last time lost this amount of weight. It was when I was 22; I remember that my karma was aligned. Things like life just worked. It was amazing. Tthis time, even tho I had the day from Hell….. The lights in the dining hall got fixed, the sound system in Commonwealth worked well for the presidents speech and I found a studio that I would like to work in. it’s in Toano. Lots of light and I need capital, but that will come. I have faith that anything I want will come to me. I was talking to a friend and she said that she bought the book “The Secret” . I got it from the library , read the intro then put it down. I told her anything that book has to say you know. I know it’s not wishing, it’s asking, it’s what is Knowing. I will have my photography business up and running by the end of the year. Why! Because I know. I know I am good. I know what I ask for I will get. And if it’s not good for me. I won’t but I Have faith in this, I know.
The day from Hell
Jan 29, 2008
Between the sound board that had problems before the Presidents State of the college address and the light that failed in the dining hall I was running back & forth. I did lose a pound! Then my boss looks up and asked about the lights in the Auditorium . I was like give me a break!
But on the other hand my fish had babies! 5 of them.
But on the other hand my fish had babies! 5 of them.
It's My Birthday!!!
Jan 24, 2008
I'm 51
it was a very pretty full moon yesterday.
Jan 23, 2008
About Me
Location
25.2
BMI
Surgery
07/02/2007
Surgery Date
Mar 19, 2007
Member Since
Before & After
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Hiding under black
230lbs
