I'm taking back my soul...

Sep 21, 2010

Sorry, I couldn't think of a good title for the blog so went with lyrics from an Arch Enemy song... seemed fitting...
Well, like I mentioned inmy previous post, it's been a hell of a week. I was in such a bitchy mood! Holy hell! I am lucky to still be married after that! Hubby has been trying his best to put up with me, the same as me putting up with his whining and complaining, but I was close to losing it all this past week! I am not sure if it's becuse mother nature is going to be disturbing my life this week or the rampaging hormones or a combo of both, but I pity anyone who has to deal with me during this part of my life! (That includes you Sharon! You've heard the most of my bitchyness lately!!)
Basically I was just unhappy. No clue why since everything, other than the pouch pain last week, has been going fantastically! I really chock it all up to my hormones at this point. I haven't had a normal cycle since I was 18, so PMS was never an issue. Now I have no idea what happens to me for one week of the month, but I am REALLY hoping that the severety lessens over time... jeez. I even hated me last week. For the first time in YEARS I threw things!!! I haven't had the urge to throw things since my kids were born... and that was part of the hormone drop from a double placenta pregnancy! And even then, I would calm down pretty quick. For the past week to 10 days, I have been and angry, on the rampage bear! Never growled so much in my life!!! Then, all of a sudden last night everything clicked into place and "Happy Christina" showed her face.. I didn't smile or anything because that's just not me, but I sure lightened up a bit!
On a "happier" note, my husband, sons and neighbor's kid made it into the local paper's website for Wallingford's Family Day picnic that we attended on Saturday... Here's the link...

http://record-journal.mycapture.com/mycapture/enlarge.asp?image=31613967&event=1077386&CategoryID=34152

Now, please keep in mind... that pic was taken after a morning at the gym followed by 3 hours at the junk yard looking for a part for my van! Not looking my best, I know!
Tomorrow I go and see my doctor. I will write again then to let y'all know what he says (or should I say his wife, since I haven't seen my dr. sice I left the hospital).
Anyway, I guess my break is over and I should head back to work. Take care all.
Love and sweet protein-shake flavored kisses!
-CC

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