Tonight is it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Apr 19, 2009

Tonight is the last night of ever being fat again.... Its been 8 months and a few weeks that I have been waiting for this moment.Its a great thing but the last few days have been horrible, On thursdsay 4/16 ,my boyfriends wonderful mom got very sick with a Type A Aorta Diseection,on friday she passed away ,its been so sad,my heart hurts cause i love her so very much,she was coming to stay with my family on the day of my surgery and cook and hang out with my youngest daughter. We just seen her on Easter, Im sad without her and know she is happy I made this decision for the surgery.............................................
.I LOVE YOU MOMMA MARGE>>>God has you as a beautiful angel..


So now I am eating some stuff shells and waiting 3 hours to drink my GOLYTELY not sure why they call it that,cause I know its not going to be litely coming out...Oh well I didnt have to do a liquid diet so thats good..Im so anxious and nervous and excited and everything ,my stomach is in knots ...So I will try and write something tomorrow,I have to be at hospital at 11am and my surgery is at 1,my wonderful sister in law works at the hospital so I will get great service by the nurses...So sexy skinny me here I come with a vengence......

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