thinkingthin68
August........How time went by so fast...........
Aug 03, 2009
Wow its August 4th @ 8;51am, in 10 days I will be in the air almost to Las Vegas. Im alittle nervous but can't wait.Steve and I have been to AC for a night or 2 ,we stayed in PA for a weekend, but now we will be flying and staying away for 5 days. No kids,no work ,no dogs,no nothing but him and me. What a dream I can't believe its going to come true.........Back to why I am writing, I haven't blogged in almost 2 months. I am weighing in at 228, I haven't weighed that in 7 years. I am feeling good but about a month ago I was getting very depressed,severely depressed and having BiPolar doesn't help,so I went to see my pcp, she is amazing and she started me on Prozac, I am seeing a therapist but not till 9/11 so she helped me. I do feel better, I started walking in the morning with my friend Christine,I am back at the gym,I stopped going for 3 weeks. I feel like my life is getting better. I am becoming happy with my new thinner self. I did become gigglie and flabby thats why Im walking and doing the gym. I am also losing my hair bad,so I uped my protein shakes to 3 x day and try to eat aleast 1 meal with protein a day. Food and I have no relationship anymore. I do miss it sometimes but then there are days I can go with out. Steve loves the new me and is excited about me getting to be around 170,I won't be happy till Im 145 so we will see. He has never seen me at this weight when we started dating 6 years ago I was about 240, yes he has had me only fat so this is a whole new body for him....I do believe he likes ,his hands are on me more and I am told I look good more. We bowl on tuesday nights for the summer and he is doing amazing a 140 average and he just started bowling me, I have been bowling for 4 years and have a 120 average..I dont know..Well I have some work to do.I will write soon.. I love the new me I am becoming................
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About Me
South Amboy, NJ
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41.9
BMI
Surgery
04/20/2009
Surgery Date
Sep 17, 2008
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