Just another manic Monday...

Sep 19, 2010

It's Monday morning, and I have a lot to write about... Sunday was a rough day for me. I have been quiet about all of this, but I think I'm ready to get it off my chest... Basically, over the last year, my husband and I have had a lot of issues. It's been more than a year, but I've been trying to urge a little change in him this year. I've had the best year of my life so far, hands down. I'm healthy, I'm happy, I finally got a job in my career field of Criminal Justice... Unfortunately, my husband has not been very supportive through the process of my gastric bypass. He has acted rude and jealous, and he just hasn't been much interested in my results or anything -- not at all excited like he should be. He wasn't supportive of me much at all... After months of prayer, consideration, and struggles over the last year, I decided to file for divorce officially last week. Yesterday was when I actually told him... Tough day... He didn't even show any emotion -- nothing... He didn't cry, he didn't beg me to stay, he didn't even seem to care. That was crushing, especially since I've taken care of him for the last eight years that we've been together. He hasn't taken care of me physically, emotionally, or financially our entire relationship... I have had a lot of change this year, and I think this will be the most difficult one of them all. With God, I will make it through this... Only with His love will I get through. I appreciate your prayers as I close one door and open another in my life... Divorce is not going to be easy, but I'm prepared to take this road... Thanks for listening...

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