NSV

Feb 16, 2012

Its been a little while since i been on here. I noticed that my body has been going through a lot of ups and downs. I am struggling to stay focused on getting my vitamins, rest, protein, water, not to mention exercise. I havent done any exercise. I am still feeling very tired. im thinking it might be due to my pain meds. BUT, I have finally gotten a concoction that makes me get a BM out bc as stated before i have a really hard time getting them. My NSV is my clothing size!  I still have yet to reach my next milestone of 260lbs (pre-baby weight), BUT, ironically i am able to comfortably fit into an XL top and some XL-2X bottoms!!!!!!!!!!! I went shopping today and i felt a little embarassed that somebody might look at me crazy for shopping in the "regular" section. I havent been this size in so many yrs its surreal.So, i proudly browsed through the clothes and decided not to buy anything simply bc i have so much more weight to loose that i really didnt want to waste the money. I am enjoying the new found attention i am getting and my husband just gushes over me. Im loving it for now. I havent been smaller than a 14 in my adult life so now that i am so close to that size again and STILL have a lot to go to even be in ONEderland is kinda scary. Im not sure how i feel about being a "small' woman. I guess only time will tell...

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