opti fast - day five

Jan 07, 2011

i'm honestly really lucky to have my family. my cousin rebecca came over and kept me busy tonight with jakob so i woudn't cheat. i mean, i'm just not as hungry anymore but the temptation is still there. plus, ernesto came over and got all cuddle buddy with me while we watched grindhouse (both death proof AND planet terror) on spike so i was sufficiently distracted even if i was forced to take jakob (he's 8) to mcdonalds for dinner as i was babysitter tonight. i also resisted the urge to steal one of ernesto's cigarettes.

at work, my friend josh asked me if i was cheating because i wasn't complaining today. i started cracking up, that was pretty funny. i know i'm a whiner but goddamn, i must be a pain in the ass for him to say that but it was in good fun.

i discovered that, on the second floor of my building at work, there is a scale. so i went down to it today twice. the first time with my friend yerica and i was in a rush so it was looking like i weighed 337lbs. i didn't give it time to really settle, though, so a few hours later i go down with my friend veronica and do it again with patience. wanna know what it said? 332lbs!! five days in and i'm down 11lbs. i'm so excited. to make sure i get to my 17lbs, i'll be using a 7 day free pass i have to 24 hour fitness starting on sunday night. i'll go every night right after work since it's not too far from my job and try to work out for at least an hour. i need to do everything i can to make sure i make it to those 17 lbs because if i don't, i'll hate myself.

i'll end things here, though. i work in the morning and i'm absolutely exhausted.

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