The Anomalous Ms Nikki

Mar 31, 2019

So this week is coming to a close. And it has been one amazing  week. I am preparing to submit my before/after story. Just getting my pics together. 

The universe has been aligning things for me..And I am closer to full enlightenment. I am getting used to not being comfortable, bc for me staying too long in comfortableness is equal to "safe place". Stay to long and I will go thru life, simply existing.  NO! I want live. 

I wanted to write a book about my life since 12, I journaled way back then, as detailed as my nurse's notes. 

I have been invited to share my story a few times..And each time, I would start, then those pesky negative/fearful/doubtful thoughts wld start or my life was just too busy. I keep all my journals, and compare my current self to former self. I even have a friend that has a book being sold Amazon  She has directed me in a direction. SO WHY NOT! I have always adapted and done many things scared. Fear will not stop me. 

So what had happen was,lol-

I made the decision to go with my daughter with her cheer squad, to New Orleans this last weekend. However, her dad and I decided we werent going. To send her. My mother usually  attend the events, bc I work a baylor option(32 hours,equal to 4-8 hours shift back to back-3p-7a sat and sun and get paid a extra 8)

I work 2 hrs and 15 mins away from where I live. I been doing this since August 2018. Along with running my tax business and financial budgeting business) Jan-Oct, and raising  4 children . As a single mother. Co parent help financially,(which is great). 

But money doesnt give my body peaceful uninterrupted  sleep, bc the kids live with me. So YEA, some one is shaking their head in agreement. 

Anywho,lol. we chose to go at the last minute. We stayed at the hotel where the Houston Rockets stayed(unknowingly) ending up in the elevater with HAYDEN-OMG!!! Before the game,leaving the hotel.

The girls got to go meet the Pelicans and sit courtside  for a while..take pics and things. 

Then men, and boy got to go in the tunnel, and meet the players(Pelicans). 

Then our cheer team, got to be on t.v Eastern Morehouse  Allstars. 

Driving home monday..Just more good news. And even all this week. So the email comes again, to invite me. Im excited, and feel this is another step to where my future is going..

New job offer, by mistake.  Called the "wrong person" which was me..However, I would like the opportunity to take care of this patient. (I am a pediatric LPN).

Didnt plan on working with kids,that just happened.  And it brings me so much joy.

Im single, finalized its really over. Gave it my all, he didn't..I deserve happiness. To wake up next to some one who loves me and treats me, the same or preferably  better.  My new husband will read this article, run a publishing company (and see it). Contact me and it will be MORE  than, I ever expected or dreamed.  

I love my life, once I accepted the weirdness  of it. I became to love being me. Cant write my best seller, without the information!!

XOXO,

Ms Nikki????????

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