Decided on my "reward" for if/when I reach goal
Today I decided on what I am going to reward myself with if/when I reach goal.
Now - my husband has always found me to be sexy. He's been a great supporter of me long before this process, and has continued to be through it. We once went to a bridal fair and one of the presenters had a booth for the boudoir photography. My husband joked that I could do that for him one day. This was well before surgery - and I immediately said "No way - there is absolutely no way I am every going to be comfortable doing that. I hate normal pictures. And there is nothing sexy about me." He of course disagreed, but never mentioned the pictures after that.
Today I was flipping through facebook while sitting here recovering from my stomach ills. One of the pages I landed on was a tattoo pin-up girl type photographer. My husband just kinda giggled - said that's what sexy really is - not a porn mag, but pictures like that. And the idea hit my head like a ton of bricks.
So I am going to do it. When I reach goal, I am going to find someone to do the pics. (here in Cali, a google search led me to at least 25 photogs). I would like to wait until I can afford plastics, to make myself feel even better. But something tells me that my husband would appreciate the pictures now, let alone when I get to goal or after plastics. lol.
I guess this is a reward for both of us. I will come out of my shell, get over my fear of pictures, and give my husband something he will enjoy. I am totally going to do this!
Now - my husband has always found me to be sexy. He's been a great supporter of me long before this process, and has continued to be through it. We once went to a bridal fair and one of the presenters had a booth for the boudoir photography. My husband joked that I could do that for him one day. This was well before surgery - and I immediately said "No way - there is absolutely no way I am every going to be comfortable doing that. I hate normal pictures. And there is nothing sexy about me." He of course disagreed, but never mentioned the pictures after that.
Today I was flipping through facebook while sitting here recovering from my stomach ills. One of the pages I landed on was a tattoo pin-up girl type photographer. My husband just kinda giggled - said that's what sexy really is - not a porn mag, but pictures like that. And the idea hit my head like a ton of bricks.
So I am going to do it. When I reach goal, I am going to find someone to do the pics. (here in Cali, a google search led me to at least 25 photogs). I would like to wait until I can afford plastics, to make myself feel even better. But something tells me that my husband would appreciate the pictures now, let alone when I get to goal or after plastics. lol.
I guess this is a reward for both of us. I will come out of my shell, get over my fear of pictures, and give my husband something he will enjoy. I am totally going to do this!
Hey Angi,
Alison & I attended a festival at the Queen Mary last month that had booths & booths of all that vintage pin-up girl photography stuff. I never thought I would ever have the nerve to do something like that but heck, I want to!!!! Maybe someday soon if I can ever get myself to goal, I will do those pics too ... & not for anyone but for myself & I'll frame that sh** in my TV room!!!
Because we are all gonna be sexy skinny b****es really soon!!!!
I love your reward gurl, I say GO FOR IT!!!!
Alison & I attended a festival at the Queen Mary last month that had booths & booths of all that vintage pin-up girl photography stuff. I never thought I would ever have the nerve to do something like that but heck, I want to!!!! Maybe someday soon if I can ever get myself to goal, I will do those pics too ... & not for anyone but for myself & I'll frame that sh** in my TV room!!!
Because we are all gonna be sexy skinny b****es really soon!!!!
I love your reward gurl, I say GO FOR IT!!!!
Jenn
WWBD?
Yes you are when you take the "IF" out of your subject line!!! Hmmpphh, as your friend, i'm totally offended by that ;-)
Book your appointment now girl cause youre gonna be at goal sooner rather than later!
Book your appointment now girl cause youre gonna be at goal sooner rather than later!
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