AsuraDunnigan
Just past 13 months and still struggling
Nov 29, 2010
Well, I figured that you guys deserved an update so here it goes. I admit that I have been emotionally taxed to say the least. Over the past month I have found myself really struggling. I have been eating like the old me...not counting calories, water, or protein. Eating whatever I thought I wanted. Consuming much too much. I guess I had almost given up.I am still wearing a 16 most of the time. Sometimes 14s and other times 18s. I have fluctuated between 226-232 this month. I am not doing any structured exercise program. I have fallen back into old habits. Oh, and it seems that I can eat much more than I would like.
So, I prayed for years for God to help me to lose the weight I have lost a good bit, but if I don't change something soon I am gonna be right where I started. I decidied that I would do this master cleanse diet where you have this concoction of lemon juice, water, organic maple syrup, and cayene peper with a laxative tea in the evening. Well, I guess that probably will not help me in the long term. So, I decided that I was gonna start on protein shakes again. I am not sure how I will do and how my head hunger will play out. I know I just still have so far to go. I wanna be healthy. I know that most of you will suggest that I see a therapist. I have considered it, but haven't made a call yet. I know that I would benefit from some face to face OA meetings, but I have only made one in the year since I realized that I have an eating addiction. I really need to get control over this monster.
So, 13 months and no real progress in the last 7 months. I am almost embarrassed to tell people I had VSG, due to my poor progress. I really seemed like I started well. How did I end up here? I struggle every day!
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About Me
Detroit, MI
Location
29.0
BMI
Surgery
10/26/2009
Surgery Date
Aug 08, 2009
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